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Farewell Post

2011-11-01T06:19:00.000-07:00

Alright now, I thought I'd be outta the blogging business now but I guess I need to come back here so that I can present my farewell post in a more convenient and organized way.

Here's a little confession to make: When I was in Form One, I was terribly afraid of my own classmates. I felt as if I didn't fit in well -- I called myself a misfit then. I was practically depressed about everything-- at the fact that I was from a Chinese school with weirdo chinapek accent, having Set 3 for everything, having no secure group of friends like the rest of my classmates et cetera. Sometimes I would return home, tearing out old newspaper just to vent out my anger. I guess I was a depressed and angry little brat.

Then...I met a bunch of nice people from 1W and 1P. I met Layin, Clarissa, Ashley and a whole lot of other peeps that really made my high school life memorable. You guys have really helped to bring me outta my little shell I was hiding in for months. For that, I would like to say a big thank-you =)

Then, I just sailed through Form 1, and stepped into Form 2, and Form 3.

Something happened in Form 4. Well it didn't exactly happen out of the blue moon or anything like that, but I could foresee that the year was going to have tons of turbulence, and I was like a passenger plane trying to get through the bad weather. I must admit that I'm a very clingy person, and I'm super dependent on my friends. So when I was being left alone, I didn't have anywhere to go. I couldn't exactly relate to anyone at that time, nor can I just pop into one random clique and go "Hi! So...what are you guys talking about??"

Last year was a terrible year, yet it made me realize that change must occur in order to improve and strengthen my own character. I guess you can say that all that happened last year had somehow hardened me, I learnt not to trust people so easily. But thank God for all my friends who were very kind to help me out of my problems. Maybe they didn't know their roles in it, but still, I feel blessed to call them my friends.

I wish I can list out all of you who had helped me through this bittersweet experience of high school life, but I don't think that's possible ---the list is simply too long! Anyways, I'll try my best to do it. Note: I'm a little woozy right now, so I might miss out a point of two here. I'll update them when I finally remember them again.

I'll start off with my Jolly Rockers (Going from anti-clockwise):

Gwen and Yuan eating choco and rum cake. Yums.

Gwen - Funny, crazy, psychotic(and that's an understatement of the century), crazy, weird , nice...the list goes on. As you all know, this is the person who laughs the loudest in class, she just can't keep quiet when one of us crack some lame jokes. To tell ya the truth, whenever I say something stupid in class, and when she laughs, I will always try to calm her down in fear of getting caught by the teacher. ALWAYS! I always regret telling her jokes in class, especially during lessons. I'll go like "DARN IT! Why did I even tell her that?? Now she can't stop laughing". Gwen, I just wanna tell you that I am very, very thankful to have known you, even though you're so psychotic. You've been such an inspiring figure to look up to, never giving up (especially when you're trying to fight for your trial marks) and always so optimistic about things, well, usually anyways. I've only known you as a close friend at the end of last year when you started to sit beside me during lessons, and thank goodness you did that. You've filled my life with so much of laughter that I swear I've developed some good abs from laughing so much. Thank you for all those good times during post-exam activities, CF camp, and our Pavilion outings. Thank you for being such a good Eng.Lit Buddy, corrupting the poems into your twisted and sick version of entertainment. I'll always remember your version of Sonnet 43. Oh that reminds me, I still need to post you the lyrics to I Pretend Being A Girl for Yuanie :D

Yuan - Yeah. The gay one. KthxBai.

Nah I kid you, he's not really gay.

Yuan has been really nice to me. I always thought he's the most quiet in our group, but then...the quiet one usually has something twisted and morbid going on in the head. Maybe he's plotting a murder, I don't know. Haha. The Math geek of 5M, gila, (horny?), lazy but smart, ATM machine for everybody, probably still have the hots for Jamie Chung.

Yuan has this calming effect, I don't know how that works, but usually when I'm pissed off about Accounts or Math, he'll always turn back and look at me with this look ---> o.O, and then he'll ask me what don't I understand in Math, and yes, always Math, never Accounts. Then I'll calm down. He has SOMEHOW, encouraged me and motivated me to do better in Math. If there's anything I've learnt from him, it's that in Math, there's always a solution to a problem and if there isn't any, well..just write something. Or ask Yuan.

I gotta say, Yuan, even though we've been friends for some time now, I realized that I don't know much about you, and I regret saying this, but I do wish that I've known you better. Maybe we should hang out more, buy Frappuccinos and maybe look at calculators on the racks...or something. I am really thankful to have known you too. I am really glad that we've participated CF camp together, joined the concert choir and rented our UN day costume at some bizarre place. You've been such a good buddy when I didn't finish my homework because, well, usually you don't do your work too (not that I'm encouraging you to neglect your homework with me). Seriously Yuan, no more fooling around in college. Finish up your assignments.

Gil - Weird, funny, happy-go-lucky, crazy about bar jokes, a cat person, an owl (I can almost hear him hoot)

Yes, this is GBP, I'm not joking. By the way, check out his mum's blog. She makes tons of good stuff!

I remember when I was Form 1, I used to think Gil was the weirdest and quietest guy in class. I still think he's weird. Who knew I'll be his friend at some point of my life.

Now, Gil is probably the nearest thing to a pirate I'll ever know in my life. I swear, sometimes I think the reason why he ponteng so much is that at night he probably spends too much time threatening people to walk the plank till he can't wake up to go to school the next day. Or maybe he always gets flu from the cold sea water. Out of us four, he's probably the one that holds the Jolly Rockers together. I can't thank him enough for being such a good friend, helping me out when I have deal with all those life-and-death matters like wondering whether to skip school or not, and tons of other things.

He's also one who gives a lot of good advice, sort of like a mini counselor operating without a license. He's a good buddy when it comes to music and books, basically because he likes the same type of music as I do, and he enjoys reading just about anything as long as they're good. So there're lots of things we can actually relate to with each other. From the bottom of my black little heart, I would like to say, thanks Gil, for EVERYTHING.

My three Jolly Rockers have been laughing with me throughout this whole year, and I'm telling you, half of my ribs have been snapped into pieces because I laughed too much. Your fault, guys.

Now for the rest:
Ashley - Bubbly, cute, adorable, blur, funny, cartoon-like, artsy.....

Cleopatra was looking at her boobs.

I've known Ash since the first week of Form 1. It was English class and Set 1 and 3 had to share a class because the set teaching room wasn't ready to be used. So there she was, short and cute, carrying her load of books and looking blur and unsure. Yes, she was sooooo cute! =3 I offered her a seat next to mine and let her share my table, but we didn't talk much because I was very shy. I remember her asking me if she could use my correction tape, and I guess that's how we started talking. She used to visit me almost everyday during school holidays and we had so much fun swimming, playing badminton, lepak-ing around like nobody's business, pranking people online etc. We had so much fun during concert practice when we were in Form 1, and also in 2008 and 2009 when we joined the dance and choir.

My most cherished memories with Ash were those from last year when we went on holiday together on a cruise. We spent two or three days in Singapore and we had a heck of a time in Universal Studio, where I had my first roller coaster ride. I remember how she would grab my hand so tightly during the ride, almost crushing my bones to pieces. I also remember going onto the Revenge of the Mummy ride. Gosh, that was one helluva ride I will remember for the rest of my life.

We boarded Virgo Star Cruise and we really enjoyed ourselves the moment we stepped onto the ship. There was this huge performance on the top deck and we just...blended in with the crowd, laughing and shouting over each other's voice to talk. During the next three of four days, we would just have our breakfast in the morning, and walk around the ship, soaking ourselves in the cold pool while listening to Christmas carols that repeat themselves throughout the whole week, walking up and down the corridors, spying on the first-class cabins, renting Scrabble, going onto waterslides on the top deck, having ice-cream in our wetsuits, taking photos of the giant checker set, wandering in the lobby, falling asleep on the deckchairs and later waking up to find ourselves sunburnt, looking at the hot guai lows, hanging out on the top deck late at night, pretending to be Jack and Rose from Titanic, chilling out on deckchairs after dinner while enjoying the sea breeze that ruined our hair, sleep, running around in the raining Penang eating char-kuay-tiao, having a few strands of our hair braided in Phuket for what, 500 baht? (totally not worth it, but for memory's sake, we did it anyways), greeting random Thais in Chinese, eating disgusting congee with century eggs, hogging the jacuzzi, complaining about the noisy Chinese from China, climbing stairs from the bottom of the ship to the toppest floor just to see the paintings on every floor, getting lost trying to get back to our cabin, packing and finally, going home to Malaysia =(

We watched a show after the Gala dinner

Freeezinng!!!

And drinking from a glass that shapes like a woman in Phuket

I would throw Ash into the crowd here.

After our vacation, I called Ash on the phone :"Hi Ash, have you taken off your braid yet?"

Ash: "YES! Oh my god I was so freaked out because after I removed them, tons of my hair fell out! It's so scarrryyyyyy" Ah, gotta love you Ashley :) Thank you for being my friend, I'll be sure to visit you in Singapore next time!

Clarissa - Extremely kind, caring, absolutely angelic, loving, self-sacrificing (definitely), smart....

Whateverrr (credits to Vanna for the pic)

I met her during orientation day, and as if fate was playing around with us, I met her again before school started, on the 30th or 31st of December...in Lok Fok Restaurant! She was wearing a pink t-shirt, I remember.

Claire has been my classmate for 5 years since Form 1. Now...where to start? HAHA Let's start with Girls' Brigade!

Claire has been a very, very good leader. Being a GB member since Form 1, and later a president, Claire had had a lot of tough times with me especially with all those yelling and shouting from a certain someone. We went through all that together and now, it's over *sniff*

She is a very tough character, always believing in the positive side of situations and of course, always the one who solves the problem in the end. To be frank, I feel like I've always taken advantage of Claire because I know that somehow, she can solve everything and everything will be fine in the end. For that, Claire, I'm soooo sorry =(
I remember participating in GB's Junior Leader Training program back in 2007 with Claire and guess what? She forgot to bring her toothbrush! It's so funny that I'm lol-ing right now as I type. Sorry Claire, it's just so funny :')
Then in 2008 she became the commander for our GB company. I'll always remember how she would shout so hard in order to let herself be heard from the back of the squad. Ah good times.
In 2010 we had Evo Night and I believe that that was the most stressful event for her. Now that I look back at those events again, I can't help but to think that even though these events had stressed us out like mad, everything is coming to an end now and we won't ever, ever, get the chance to be stressed out like this again, at least, not for GB. HAHA.
Claire, I want to say I feel so very blessed to have a friend like you. You're always there to give a helping hand when I need it. Thanks Claire, for everything =)

Rachel - Quiet, shy, extremely responsible, kind, funny (yes), helpful, optimistic....

Rachel and I have been schoolmates since we were 7, but I didn't know her personally until we were about 11 or 12 when we were partnered up to complete some assignment or project. Back in those days, she would hardly whisper a single thing because she was so extremely quiet in class. She would only speak when it's necessary. I only got to know her better when she transferred into WMS a few months into 2007. I remember how excited she got after she was accepted into WMS and called me to talk about it. Time sure flies really quickly. :')

Rachel is a very soft-spoken person. I mean, out of us three form 5 GB members she's the most quiet and gentlest. She's extremely responsible, hence her post in GB as the secretary and also library prefect for the school. She was also a prefect back in our primary school.
I am really grateful and thankful to have a friend like her because she's been really helpful to me and will always be there for me during hard times.
Rachel, I just wanna say, all the best in your future! And may you follow your dreams and succeed in your studies ;)

Ching - First of all Ching, I'm really really sorry for not being in school to eat your cupcake =3
Alright now Ching, she's determined, firm, strong (literally physically strong), has a mind of her own, a shopaholic(yes, everybody knows that)...
I've known Ching since Form One through...GB. Our first true bonding session happened during those nights in Junior Leader Training Camp when nobody would go to bed at 2 a.m. When I was 13, I found that Ching was rather intimidating because she was so tall and I was so short, I'm glad I've grown a few inches taller now, haha.
I'd like to remember those days when we would drag ourselves up to the hall for concert practice, because the thought of it is so funny. I really enjoyed concert practice, you know Ching? If it wasn't for you I think I'd be so bored and lonely D:
So now Ching, I'll give you a virtual hug! And...THANK YOU! for being my friend! Thanks for hanging out with me during break and lunch time! Thank you =)

*More updates soon*

A Mirrored Story

2011-10-28T06:47:00.000-07:00

I stood in front of the mirror and saw a reflection of a stranger in my clothes. A stranger she was, I did not know her, other than the fact she was wearing the same type of clothes as I was. My extended finger touched hers and marred the perfect outline of her fingers. The mirror showed her faltered smile, which eventually dimmed the lights around us. Both of us left the mirror simultaneously, and we arrived at a forsaken place where all was dark, grey and mundane.

I could not understand; I was at a place where wooden floor planks creaked under my foot and mirrors stood everywhere but now, I was with her in this living graveyard or someplace of that sort, our feet trapped in layers of mud and grime. The fog was frightening, and I could sense a faint smell of iron. My replica stood at a distant. Her senses were sharpened as they were exposed to an unpleasant mix of iron and rotten meat. The smell was strangely familiar to my nose, as if I have smelt it at some point of my short life. It lingered at my throat, and I saw my replica wrinkled her nose and her eyebrows met with a frown. I ignored her.

I continued to walk on, and on, and on. The fortress in front of me began to show some of its dark outline, and soon I could see some poison ivy creeping up the old, giant fortress like little creeping pests. They were like claws grasping onto the frail walls, eating away the remaining bricks and cement. I took a few steps forward and was instantly met with a loud, booming noise, like thousands of cannons being released at the same time. The ground shook violently and I was there, stuck in a gigantic quicksand I thought was mud, my eyes darting everywhere in search for my replica, whom I later spotted yards away from me, standing as uselessly as I was in the quicksand that threatened to swallow us. All around me, bricks and cement and stones and rocks were thrown in all direction as the fortress fell; dust was mixed with the fog in the air and the howling of the wind tortured me (and my replica) with its stench of iron and bad meat. And then It stopped.

My heart was pounding madly against my ribcage. I did not remember being eaten up by the quicksand. I found myself sitting in the corner of a perfect little grey room, accompanied by a small girl of about four or five. Her tiny frock was neat and clean, but her face was strewn with what looked like dust and her own tears. Little creeping pests of poison ivy were slowly crawling their way up to her little ankles, but she sat there motionless, her eyes blank and dull and grey, just like her surroundings. On the walls, I saw her homework. It need not make any sense of why she was doing homework on her walls, but I felt I could sympathize with her. Her cute objets d’art were neatly lined up along the window like dominos.

Suddenly, I felt so cold; so did my companion. She produced a thin blanket and persuaded me to join her. We would play a game, she said. The person who stays in here the longest, wins.

It wouldn’t be hard, seeing as I was cold to my bones. We snuggled up in that thin blanket and I watched the poison ivy creeping up to my own ankle as how they had to my companion’s. I began to wonder what happened to my mirror friend.

There were cannons again. The ground shook under me and the floor began to part. My companion jumped to her feet (so she lost the game), pulling the poison ivy free from her ankle and looked out of the window. Her objets d’art had fallen like dominos, and out of her reach. I would spare some of my compassion for her broken decorative items if I wasn’t so afraid of the failing ceiling. I mimicked my little friend by pulling my ankles free of those poison ivy and I stood there, in the middle of the room, looking for a door. I saw that my replica had returned to me, and together, we watched my little friend cried silently on the floor while the ceiling above us started to let go of some particles. What I hadn’t noticed before was a sole Victorian mirror which hung on the furthest end of the room’s wall. Also, lined up against the walls were chunks of unrecognizable stuff which emitted a foul smell. I knew they were the source of the iron-and-bad-meat-smell, and later, to my horror, I realized it was the smell of blood and flesh. A closer look gave me the confirmation I needed. The gory details made me nauseous.

And a little confusion left me dazed: the room was a perfect little room, how quickly it had expanded.

The quake had stopped now; the eerie silence was killing me.

The little girl had stopped crying too, and she led us to that mirror. The walk wasn’t long, but I would appreciate if the morbid images were omitted from our journey. And then, we arrived.

Now, all three of us stood in front of the big mirror, but I could only see one reflection.

Me.

2010-03-15T00:50:00.000-07:00

okay so no new posts for the past few days. How am I going to make up for it? =D
I seriously think there isn't any need to blog now, unless I have something important to say or anything...So I think I'm going on hiatus on blogger for a while =) Forgive me...my very few readers *ahem*ryan*ahem*

2010-03-06T22:45:00.000-08:00

Exams is around the corner, and I am not ready yet. NO no.
Sejarah is killing me, and I still don't know how to do Simultaneous Linear Equations. Im dead, no? Anyway, I don't think I'll be using the internet for about...4 days? Well at least not until exams is over. I do hope I have some supernatural abilities to study in a more effective way, but then again, that's what everybody wishes for right? Now, all I can do is to study, and pray to God that he'll be gracious to me and grant me wisdom and clarity for the dreaded event. Then when everything is over, I shall brace myself for a one week holidays...ah paradise =)

missing someone who's at taekwondo camp

2010-02-17T02:01:00.000-08:00

Lols. Kids...FYI, I have nothing against JB and Justin Bieber. Justin Beaver.

2010-02-14T20:51:00.000-08:00

I have set my blog to private. So if you're reading this, you're one of the lucky eight or nine readers whom I have allowed to read. I know I have been complaining about the lack of readers and all, but well since I don't have many readers I might as well set it to private, so I know I can safely blog about whoever and whatever I like, and only the eight or nine of you can read about it. This way, I can diss about people I don't like ;D

2010-02-14T19:27:00.000-08:00

Hmm yesterday at uncle's place was AWFUL. I spent half a day sitting in the dining room reading, the other half using my other uncle's blackberry to go online. Damn what an unproductive day, if it wasn't for ang pows and showing my face to all my not-so-close relatives, I wouldn't have gone there. Guess what, they are putting together a steamboat fiesta at uncle's place on Wednesday and guess what? I ain't going there. Number one, I hate steamboat. Number two, what am I supposed to do there? Sit and watch them eat? All my cousins are either way to young or too old for me to be hanging out with. I would rather stay home where Internet access is available.

Oh when i was having my breakfast this morning, my mother walked into the dining room, telling me she had a joke. Apparently, my idiot of a cousin sister*ahem* had indirectly insulted my aunt's size. Now, let me tell you, yes my aunt can be a little big in size, but who the hell is she to comment on my aunt's size when she herself, is a big lump of elephant fats too? I know, my cousins can be quite a handful of shit to handle but this, is the last straw. Idiots.

2010-02-13T20:08:00.000-08:00

It has been so freaking long since I last posted something here. By the way, Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentines Day and 3rd-week anniversary (LOL), to a certain someone ;)

2010-02-03T04:51:00.000-08:00

i swear i'm turning into a supergirl now. this blog is lacking of interesting updates. im sorry peeps. it's just that i'm a boring person and well...so is this blog

2010-01-18T04:40:00.000-08:00

I have been very lonely nowadays. I go to school in the morning, sit in class for 5 minutes, getting morning greetings from xin yuan(who never failed to do so), retrieve some books from my locker, eat a tic-tac, and go downstairs. To the bench I sit, and stare at the trees. Watch the cars go, and wait for nobody to come. Yeah the day repeats itself for 5 days. Wanna read about my break and lunch time too? It's about the same, except sometimes there would be a couple of friends like Claire and Ashley who actually take up some time to chat with me, to help me to kill off my boredom and loneliness. So like I said, everyday is a routine. I told myself this morning:"At least I'm not oblivious to loneliness and the feeling of getting hurt, or else I would be dead by now."

Now, my only friends in school are those who have actually been putting up with me since form 1, I greatly appreciate them. The feeling of loss remains.

And yeah I should slap myself. You're asking me why the hell I'm blogging at this hour when I usually don't? Cuz I left my file in the art room. My homework is in there.

Learning to Let Go of The Past...

2010-01-15T05:31:00.000-08:00

I have nothing to blog about. Claire's recent post made me emo. Indeed, no more 3W. I really miss the warmth and joyous moments 3W/P 2009 offered. It's not that 4M isn't cool or anything, but it's just...different without you guys from 3W/P. Me and Claire are like, total aliens to people in 4M. Well, we still have Gwen and JPJ, but the rest of the 3W/P are missing. This is not right at all. Sometimes, I really wish to hear LiYang's voice booming into my ears again, and I swear I won't complain about it. Also, I'd happily accept Mervin's sweets, tho I don't like them that much. Believe it or not, I think it seems weird without hearing Gee Keat going "MR CHIN ROCKS!" everyday. OH and I miss Mdm Kamala's class. I really want to sit beside Kerri during English and talk crap again, with William's racist jokes and Jia Jun's Donald Duck craptalk behind us.

2009 had been the best year of my life, minus PMR and all those stacks of homework. Also, I had my best friend with me everyday, I sure miss that.

2010-01-10T02:49:00.000-08:00

My weekends were spent doing the usual things I would during schooling days, like homework and tuition, badminton and movies.

Speaking of badminton, I almost cried just now. I got so frustrated with the two little jerks arguing about who's cheating who and well. I lost my temper. You know, I'm considering quitting badminton. I mean, I got bored with it, you know? It's almost the lamest, and most boring sport ever invented. I don't even know its origin! And then, I might take up tennis, although I haven't got a slightest idea how to play it, and that's why the classes are for.

2010-01-08T04:30:00.000-08:00

First week of school was alright. I did get the chance to sit with claire for the first 3 days but then again, the teacher did say something about the seating plan...

I guess the art classes aren't so bad, except for economic which totally killed me on the first day itself. Also I'm glad to say that my mum has allowed me to go for art class. Art as in really drawing, you know what I mean.

I was pretty shocked to hear that I'm not in set 3 for BM anymore. I mean c'mon. I have been in set 3 since...who knows when and it's certainly not my tradition to join a bigger class for BM lessons. My English is no longer set 2 too. I remember the first year in WMS I was so damn depressed cuz all my sets were 3. Yeah you heard that right. ALL my sets were 3. No joking. I was really annoyed when people asked me "Hey Amber what are your sets?" and I'll be like "3 for everything.". Then they would give me those odd looks and stares. Like being in set 3 for EVERYTHING wasn't bad enough.

So form two had been nicer cuz I only had set 3 class for BM; English and Math were 2. I was pretty much satisfied. No changes in form 3.

And I was overjoyed to hear that there won't be any set teaching for Maths in form 4. Like duh. Who likes Math anyway? With the exception of a couple of Math and Science-loving people. Ok, maybe not a couple, 5 classes of them, but my point is, I don't have to worry much about Maths. Not only I DON'T have to take Add Maths this year, I also don't have to worry about some stupid Physics test that will surely burn my brains out.

Anyhow, although I had said "First week of school was alright", that didn't mean that I haven't gotten any...unfortunate events. Like today, for instance. So happened, my eyelids didn't want to part so I woke up late this morning. After that in school, I accidentally sat on some disgusting brown shit? I think. And I didn't notice it until Claire told me. "Amber uh, you know there's something on your back?"

"What?" *Amber turned around but couldn't spot anything. Stupid A-line skirt*

"Turn around?"

*Amber saw some spots on her ass.*

"OH SHIT!"

Claire said "Literally"

how embarrassing.

Now, can you imagine yourself walking around the school with those stuff on your ass, oblivious to them as well?? I remember checking the bench before I sat, I really did. I ALWAYS do that. How could I miss out those disgusting shit anyways. What kind of animal would be so heartless to take a crap on the bench?? And why must it be me to wipe the thing off with my ass? The world could be cruel sometimes.

And talking about cruelty, I heard from my dad that there have been cases of...certain events involving burning down churches in Melawati and another place. Also in Bangsar, PJ and Shah Alam, there have been rumours that some cars with rosaries and christian articles are being smashed. Protests are going on now and I'm certain that I wouldn't be allowed to go anywhere as long as the little chaos is going on. Quote my dad. I'm not saying anymore things here. I would love to quote a piece of chapter from Psalms, but that would make me sound...weird? I guess, with this kind of blog post anyway, I hope you get what I mean.

2010-01-02T21:47:00.001-08:00

oh dear school reopens tomorrow. =(

2010-01-01T04:08:00.001-08:00

I didn't know what I was doing. I was looking around in University of Northern Iowa's page and I sort of spotted this Financial Aid link. Being curious, I clicked on it. They offer 450 scholarships, and jobs. I scrolled down and saw like, 20 people offering these jobs and are willing to pay 7.50-10 USD per hour. The jobs are in fact, none other than NANNIES. I really couldn't help to imagine myself changing diapers. really.

Happy 2010.

2009-12-31T20:09:00.000-08:00

First post of 2010. Gotta get used to writing the right dates again. School reopens on Monday, OH NO =(

A Walk To Remember

2009-12-31T07:04:00.000-08:00

Right after my dental appointment at 5 something, I went down to the flea market, made two rounds of tours and then stopped by this secondhand bookstore, again. Just like my last visit, I scanned through the rows of books and was delighted to find about 4 Nicholas Sparks' books sitting almost untouched on the front row. So I picked out this one entitled "A Walk To Remember", bought it for twelve bucks and went home straight away. Maybe you have read about my weird thing for secondhand books; I was really eager to get my ass onto my bed and start reading that book. A few chapter at first, then I stopped to chat with a couple of people, read a couple more, then checked my facebook. Before I knew it, I was almost in tears when I finished reading the last line of the book.

Now, the book is entirely different from the movie, very much unexpected if you ask me. I'm sure 3/4 of wesleyans have watched this from last year's movie treat, and we had some students who came out of the hall with tears in their eyes (I wasn't one of them, by the way). In the movie, the story was probably set in the late 90s or the 21st century, BUT, in the book, the story didn't happen that late and in fact, it was set in 1958! What a shock. I WAS wondering how did they get computers to photoshop Jamie's photos and how on earth did they gain access to beautiful and modern-looking vehicles. And that's not all, the plots and themes were almost the same, but the details were totally different from the movie. Landon didn't hate or dislike Jamie in the beginning. In the movie, Landon was portrayed as a rotten apple but in the book, Landon was just another kid in school trying to understand Jamie's way of life. Landon approached Jamie not because he needed help with his lines but because he was elected the class president and he figured that he should get a date for the homecoming dance. And of course, the little incident of pressuring a certain someone to jump into the water in the beginning of the story didn't happen at all. There wasn't anything about being in two places at once, getting a butterfly tattoo, or building a telescope in the book; they were never mentioned at all. And there is no such person as Belinda, instead there was a girl called Angela. The school play was not actually a school play but a Christmas Play associated with the church where Jamie's father ministered. And they did not kiss on stage. Oh and Landon's parents weren't divorced, his father was just in the politics and was living in Washington.

There are something else the movie didn't show too. In the book, Landon and Jamie made frequent visits to the orphanage, collected money and bought them presents for Christmas. Landon didn't give Jamie the sweater out of nowhere. He gave her on Christmas, and Jamie in return, gave him her Bible, not a book of quotes by her mother.

I think if I were to write an essay to make comparison between the movie and the book, I would probably come up with scrolls of it. Anyways, sad to say, I think the movie is more meaningful than the book, in the sense that it actually focuses on the miracle thing, and of course, more romantic moments. The book is obviously lack of details and it was written in P.O.V form, not something that I am too fond of. Also, I think it has too little dialogues, but it's not that big of a problem for me. The book started out funny, with lots of weird things that only a teenager would say, then things slowly turned serious, then sour. The title of the book is about Jamie's wedding.

All I have to say is, Sparks' books never failed to amuse me. My favourite one is still The Message in the Bottle. Something I stole from my mum's cupboard.

p.s the last post of 2009. And did I mention I was the last patient of 2009 to my dentist too?

2009-12-30T22:07:00.000-08:00

31st of December. The last day of the year, and also Bob Bryar's B'day. I haven't forgotten =)

Last blog post of 2009.

2009-12-29T06:09:00.000-08:00

It's sad to hear about A7X's loss. My prayers will always go out to the band and their families.
May you rest in peace, "The Rev", you'll always be in our hearts.

2009-12-28T00:24:00.000-08:00

I'm happy to say that I have finally finished my sejarah work; a sloppy work though. Other than that, i can safely say that today is an unproductive day.

2009-12-27T00:19:00.000-08:00

2009 is getting close to the end and I haven't done any of my homework yet. I am so dead. Other than that, I think i'm fine. I certainly am not looking foward to next year. Why? Let's see...OH YEAH. I'm getting a year older by stepping into 2010. THAT, will not do. NO way. I suppose I am the only one here who thinks that time is going way too fast and I haven't really enjoyed my 15th year of life. So hypothetically speaking(according to all those idiots, of course), the world is ending in 2012, and I still have 2 more years to do whatever I wanna do, things that I have not accomplished yet. With time passing so damn fast, I don't think I can ever finished what I've vowed to do. Well maybe I'm talking way too much crap shit here but the point is, time is passing too fast for my liking. I remember saying the same thing last year. You can check the archive if you want to.

It seems that my high school years are not that...memorable at all. In the sense that everyday seems like a routine to me. Have you watched Stranger than Fiction? I can be compared to that Mr.Cricks.

Everybody stresses about exams and tons of shit similar to that, or homework that are just plain bullshit. Who am I to complain anyway...

Oh and I just found out that I don't have to have a post title to blog. And just 2 seconds ago, I managed to scratch my back.

I'm Back

2009-12-26T02:37:00.000-08:00

I'm back from that awful place (hospital) and I'm here at home, not moving much. My hospital stay had been hell. I remember before I was given the anesthetic the doctor asked me if I would like to have some Taylor Swift songs played. I was like wtf?

So the pain is unimaginable. I don't think my lungs have fully expanded yet so I am still doing some breathing exercises every few hours or so. Also, I am taking a hell lot of painkillers. I can't scratch my back because I can't reach it. Neither can I wash my own hair or get out of bed myself. And I haven't done my homework yet. By the way, happy belated christmas people. I was so desperate last night. Trust me, it was the worst christmas ever.

2009-12-22T09:25:00.001-08:00

Surgery in about 7 hours. Don't wanna talk about it until it's over.

New Year Resolutions

2009-12-20T02:53:00.000-08:00

1) Try to at least finish my homework on my own

2) Make more friends

3) Cut down on swearing

4) Make sure that my room is constantly neat

5) Learn a new song on piano

6) Buy a photo album

7) Buy a new record

8) Finish my drawings

9) Draw a new thing

10) Say yes to beer when offered by my dad

11) Watch a movie every week

12) Improve my English

13) Get a simple job and earn at least 20 bucks a month

14) Put in more effort in Maths, even though I hate that bloody subject with a passion

15) Buy a Pendragon book

16) Buy a new swimming suit and get rid of the old pink one.

17) Cut down on caffeine

13 Reasons Why Nokia 2700 Classic Sucks.

2009-12-16T21:08:00.000-08:00

I got my Christmas present already, from my mum. And it's a sucky Nokia 2700 classic. let me tell you why it sucks.

1) It doesn't have a dictionary

2)I can't delete pictures right after I take it. Gotta wait for what? 20 seconds before they convert some shit?

3) It doesn't come with a cable. I have two USB cables which CANNOT be used with this nokia 2700.

4) It's so damn slow.

5) It has WEIRD keypads.It looks like a touchscreen (touchbutton) but it's not. - I can't feel the buttons. It's shitty cause you know in the morning when the alarm sounds I can't feel the buttons and therefore causing me to panic and have heart attack.

6) The buttons are so hard. i think they need some lubricant oil. I can't type as fast as I was before.

7) The keypads are extremely small. I have huge thumbs.

8) The speakers are so damn loud even though I set the volume to the lowest.

9) The battery bar is so ugly.

10) It's thin. I hate thin phones.

11) Terrible transitions.

12) Camera --> 2 megapixel, but still it sucks.

13) It doesn't have music buttons, unlike my old one. Cuz it's not meant for playing music.

I'd be better off with my old phone.

Spidey Tattoo

2009-12-15T03:59:00.000-08:00

I find this really cool:

Haha

2009-12-09T02:37:00.000-08:00

23rd of December

2009-12-09T00:33:00.001-08:00

so. OMG surgery 2 days right before Christmas. this is gotta be the best Christmas present ever. 23rd of December also marks the end of my long-term suffering of overly excess of sweating on my palms and feet. and then. School begins again. what the hell.

Like a Ghost town

2009-12-07T23:17:00.001-08:00

Should I abandon this blog? It's getting quiet here you know. Like a ghost town. The once, merry blog has been neglected by readers because of the lack of updates. Or is it the other way round, like, cuz there isn't any readers even though I update...

Garden Paths.

2009-12-05T07:23:00.000-08:00

What do you want?

OH I know what I want.

I want everything that is in existence.

I want to have control of
Everything.

Isn't life like a story being laid out FOR you?
You walk on the paths. Garden paths. You trip and fall.
Oh well, that's part of the plot isn't it?
Blame the storyteller.

zomg.

2009-11-30T04:13:00.000-08:00

Tell me I haven't gone crazy. I am about to let the surgeons to punch two 1cm holes on each side of my armpit, poke some gadgets into my chest and burn some nerves along my ribs. Oh did I mention, I'm going to have my lungs collapsed for this procedure too? And if there's air outside my lung after the surgery, I will have chest tubes attached to me to get rid of the air. Sounds really exciting to me.

RIP

2009-11-28T01:38:00.000-08:00

After 3 years of not seeing my paternal grandfather due to some personal issues, today, we finally got a call from my uncle, telling us that he had passed away. The 12-year-old me on Chinese New Year in 2006 would have never guessed that the next time I see him, would be on his own funeral. So...RIP? So much for the plans to go out and have fun in the mall. I would be attending a funeral instead.

Happy 15th B'Day Ash-Buddy

2009-11-25T02:49:00.000-08:00

Oh and I wanna say...Happy Birthday Ashley! You turned 15 today!

Blogging, Facebooking and Twittering

2009-11-25T02:14:00.000-08:00

It's not like I have something to post about. Actually, I have almost nothing to do right now I'll just retreat into blogging. My msn is very inactive nowadays for some weird reasons and if somebody do come online, no one talks to me. What's the point of going online again? I haven't got the slightest idea.

I spent my entire day cleaning up my computer, clearing up unused files and compressing old files, switching my firefox theme back to my usual black and red one (I updated it, mozilla changed the theme into a safari-like one, too bright for my eyes), doing something non-virtual like cleaning up my room (once again, my cupboard was filled with clusters of dust balls), lying on my bed doing absolutely nothing, day-dreaming and staring out of the window. So I wasted one day of my life, big deal, unless you consider clearing up dust balls a huge achievement. I'm not gonna lie, I'd be wasting more than one day from today onwards.

Now I'm bored, and I'm making this post worse than ever. I realized I don't read blogs as much as I did one year ago. Ah what fun have i missed, or maybe I didn't miss anything at all! Probably this is a time when everybody is on hiatus; that could be only me but what the heck, I bet I'm wrong cuz I have always been living under a rock and oblivious to anything that happen around me. Maybe I do read a couple of blogs (Claire and yes, Ryan) but I'm not a consistent reader. There might be a 2 weeks gap in between of my first visit to Ryan's blog and the latest, and I only read Claire's blog whenever I get notification(s) of an updated blog(s).

Blogging is a hot trend amongst us teenagers, oh and also, facebooking and to some of you, twittering. I am proud to say I still blog(Not so frequently though), I still do Facebook, and I open my Twitter page everyday. So...can I say I'm not missing out...much? What's the latest thing to do now? Oh yes. Post photos on facebook and tag your friends. Very trendy indeed. Twitter may not be very popular in Malaysia, but it was once the main source of my addiction towards internet. I swear I used to spend almost 5 hours on Twitter each day, posting random thoughts and crap. Now, I don't understand how I did that, might be some supernatural power that I possessed and I wasn't aware of it.

Ohoh and the Adam Lambert kiss onstage, plus the touching and giving-the-finger, was the hottest thing in 2009. DAYUM. I wish I can post that picture up, but no I'm not taking the risk of being discovered by my cousins, again.

Q: How do you make Lady Gaga cry?
A: You Poke her face! (Someone posted this on FB, and I find it funny)

3K Gathering

2009-11-21T02:38:00.000-08:00

Since I have nothing to do...............

Today was ...fun. Being in McD with 6 old friends from Chi Man, plus our former teacher really gave me a fantastic time, I mean, I have never attended any gatherings since I graduated. I arrived @ McD at 11 30, waited for an hour. Then we spent the rest of our time updating each other with stories and joked around. We had a great time.

Let's be A Sunny-Side-Up Egg. Or Roast chicken in the oven.

2009-11-12T01:26:00.001-08:00

I had a bad sunburn, muscle ache and injured fingers. Sunburn from sitting under the sun to watch netball and handball; muscle ache from actually playing handball (Terrible game, quite violent too) and injured fingers from trying to be a smart ass by catching the handball which was thrown out of the court for the guys. The blasted ball hit my ring man and middle finger, next to my pinky which was injured 3 months ago by a netball. Sports don't like me, I don't like them either.

So today is just like any other day, when girls are as usual, losing every game we enter. Guys won for handball, and we're proud of them. Volleyball and basketball will start tomorrow. I have no idea why I signed up for volleyball; I can't even play volleyball to save my life. So Christmas celebration tomorrow morning, and I can't wait to watch 3WLP's drama again! It's so damn awesome; someone should tape it down.

24.90$ badminton grip???

2009-11-11T01:00:00.000-08:00

Wanna hear something? This happened not long ago.
Me: Mum can you buy me a racket's grip? It should cost about 7 bucks. Just get me a normal one. ok?
Mum: Ok.

-The Next Day-

Me: Mum, what is this? *holding up a plastic bag and look into it.*
Me: Oh it's the grip that I asked--*Turned to the back and search for the price tag. It says RM 24.90. I literally dropped my jaw*
Me: Mum, this is RM 24.90.
Mum: What's wrong with that?
Me: I'm not playing for the country, you know. I told you to just get me the 7 bucks grip.
Mum: Well i didn't know.
Me: -.-" *Slapped forehead*

With my sweaty palms, you wouldn't wanna spend so much on a stupid grip. Cuz it won't last long.

Today, A New Agenda, A New Experience.

2009-11-09T01:35:00.000-08:00

i know this blog is a dying, abandoned, desolated and lame blog, and that it doesn't have more than 5 readers( it doesn't deserve any, actually), but i just feel like blogging about today, although i know nobody will actually read the entire post.

Today, 3W awed everybody with their delicious Rice Salad. "Their" means the KH people. Seriously, you have to try the Rice Salad, it's nothing like your typical salad with dressings and loads of disgusting-looking stuff. Give two thumbs up for Rice Salad! Besides the rice salad, I heard that the desert was also really nice (I didn't try that). 3W will always be the most awesome class. You guys did well in preparing the dishes, as well as decorating the table to make it look so damn romantic, with candles and Orchids. Thanks to Layin, Jia Jun, Nav, Cui Yi, Sam and all those helped in the competition. You guys rock.

Well, maybe I have forgotten about this, but this is on today's agenda as well ---Poster Drawing. Stupid POSTER DRAWING. Title? "Malaysia Pada Tahun 2057". What kind of topic is this? It sounds like it's a topic for primary school kids, seriously. What were we suppose to draw. Flying cars and loads of flyovers covering the entire city? BORING.

Right after recess, I did absolutely NOTHING. I didn't know where everybody was; Claire had to go for her BK practice, Layin went for carom, and Ashley. Where the hell was she. I don't know. So I roamed around the school, sitting down sometimes to watch the people play captainball.

After lunch, was when I turned nervous. The hall was used by the people for entrance exam, so obviously we couldn't play badminton in the hall. And secondly, it was raining, so it's almost impossible to play in the ping pong area. I reasoned to myself that there is no way in hell that badminton will be played today. BUT NO. They decided to play anyway.

Match one with L class: I walked into the court, trembling slightly. Cuz I saw my opponent. Boon Ghee. and he is a great player. no way the hell we Ws would get through that. The game ended with 11-2. We won.

Match two with C class: I walked into the court, still trembling, but not as terribly as I had before. Played with Li Yang's cousin (what's his name?) and Cherylyn ( I think that's how you spell her name). The game ended with 11-5. We won again.

Final match with K class: I walked into the court. Now trembling terribly once more, because not only we had to play with Adam, we had to play with Rayshini too. And both of them are good. Nearing the end of the game, with score 10-1, I thought we could walk out of the court within 2 minutes or so. HOW WRONG WAS I. For some reasons, we kept missing the shuttlecock/serving way too far until it went out, that the score went from 10-1 to 10-10. The game ended with 11-10. WE WON AGAIN.

Ok I'm done here.

"It doesn't matter if you win or lose the game, you'll always be a victor" -Coach Dennis

Rihanna's Forehead

2009-11-07T05:04:00.000-08:00

I was looking around in Twitter awhile ago, and spotted the "Trending topics" section of the page and saw #rihannasforehead. I was curious, why would anyone talk about Rihanna's forehead? And what about it? I found out right after I google it: Click here

So congratulations Rihanna, your forehead made it to Twitter's Trending Topics!

update on now

2009-11-05T03:37:00.000-08:00

i don't think that i'd be enjoying tomorrow's Malacca trip. I have lost my mood to laugh and have fun. why. why and why.

Broken Crystals and Black Ink

2009-11-05T03:10:00.000-08:00

OK maybe I was too harsh. What could be worse? To lose a friend, or to feel like you're in a lump of shit? It hurts so much, i think i'm choked up right now. I want to talk to somebody but. well.

The words that he said to me. What did I do to deserve all these? Why me.

Broken crystals shattered around me,
Like fallen stars, so bright and beautiful;
Black ink swirled in my water,
And frozen tears, left trails behind them.

It makes no sense. No sense at all. who cares about broken crystals and black ink.

Anger Boards, Switchblades Stained with Blood.

2009-11-05T02:13:00.000-08:00

Now the blogger is gonna become a place where I place all my anger, annoyance, confusion and more anger. It's okay if you don't get what I'm about to say (Who reads this blog anyways? Except for the 5 of you), and yes I'm going to bore your intestines out again, this time plus your liver and stomach. Ignore me, really.

Have you ever experienced this. When you log into your PC, you sign into your msn, then you scan the list of online people, and then you see the person who annoys you is on. You groan and then hesitate to change your status into "Online". And when you do, you wait for 5 seconds and sigh, relieve that no conversation box pops up. Then you proceed with your normal activities like checking your mails and going on facebook, whatever. WHATEVER HAPPENS NEXT IS THE MAIN SOURCE OF EVERYTHING THAT MAKE YOUR LIFE HELL.

THE CONVERSATION BOX POPS OUT. Then you have to face the person, talk to him, entertain him and reply him with short answers. Why didn't I block him? BECAUSE HE KNOWS I'M ALWAYS ONLINE AND HE'D KNOW IF I BLOCK HIM. To make it worse, he's from my school.

I have been REALLY annoyed, frustrated, and confused. Annoyed because I can't seem to find a good answer to all his so-personal questions, frustrated because I don't have a peaceful mind to go on with my usual online activities, confused because of ALL people, he has to choose to talk to ME.

And all the rest of the shit, the garbage and the rotten tomatoes that he says. My GOSH. I wish I can just hide somewhere where he cannot see me. I would go to the dumpster, i swear. Who cares if someone calls me a fag? He has to report EVERYTHING to me. What is his problem anyway. What the hell am i suppose to do now? HUH? I'm not gonna spend my time talking about shit and crap. I wish i never had a Facebook. I wish he was never in my life. I wish to get my life back.

Oh dear. how confusing things are. how freaking confusing. annoyed. and frustrated. excellent combination of negative feelings.

To throw empty wine glasses across the room,
And to watch them smash onto the walls;
To feel your limbs shaking in anger,
And to see yourself drowning into a pool of confusion.

PEA!

2009-11-03T04:49:00.000-08:00

School's having post exam activities now, i have to say, everybody is busy with choir practice, games and more games!

Happy Halloween

2009-10-30T09:31:00.001-07:00

Happy Halloween!

It's 12 in the morning now and I'm still struggling hard trying to figure out an outfit to wear tonight. I hate myself for always doing things last-minute.

Happy 28th Birthday Frank!

Worn out

2009-10-25T03:57:00.000-07:00

Just got back from Penang. Exhausted from the 5 hours drive. We stopped at Bidor for lunch. I was nauseous.

Curiousity Kills A Cat, Boredom Kills Everybody

2009-10-20T05:58:00.000-07:00

geez i don't know what to do now. I have my laptop on my lap, i click "new tabs" over and over again for like two thousand times and I can't seem to find anything to do at all. Youtube? What to watch? I don't feel like watching anything right now. Facebook? It has gone dead for the moment. Twitter? Who cares if I write down stuff anyways? Blogger? What the heck. FML? No new FMLs for now.

Walking Stick and Oranges.

2009-10-16T21:20:00.000-07:00

Not gonna post a scroll of blog post. No more PMR, no more exams at the moment, no more homework and projects to be worried about, no more studies to do until 2010, no more books on my table. What am I doing with my life.

I was wandering about in the weekly flea market on Thursday (Wasn't really "wandering" as I was looking for something to buy, as presents, gifts or just a treat for myself for studying so hard for the past few weeks), when I stumbled across a small table near the entrance of Block...D or something (can't remember), full of old books.

Since young, I developed a tiny passion for old and yellowing books. I know I'm weird but what the heck, I love the smell of old books too. So I stood there, scanning through the rows of ancient looking books, trying to spot anything that catch my attention. The old guy sitting behind the table was like, weirded out because there was a 15 year-old girl standing in front of him, picking up books which she thought she would like to read. I guess people just don't buy second hand books from him that often. I went back home that day with another book written by Nicholas Sparks in my hands, grinning as I walked because I knew that his books never failed to satisfy my need to finish a book, sigh after wards and think about it the entire night. Like I said, I'm weird so ignore me.

That's about my week, I guess. I'm not going to blog about how PMR went, because I have already gotten a couple of nightmares of getting 3As for the blasted exams.

Oh and if anyone can help me. Please do. I don't want to walk right into the Butterfly Farm during the Malacca trip, screaming my way from the beginning till the end. That would be quite embarrassing. Don't you think so?

Movies!

2009-09-24T12:20:00.000-07:00

I'm officially a movie junkie now. i watch movies everyday. Old and new ones.

I just watched Romeo and Juliet (1996) and Basketball Diaries. As you all know, Romeo and Juliet is one of the most depressing, heartbreaking movies out there. Now I'm gonna ask the same question I have been asking for the past few weeks. Why did Romeo have to die??? I asked that when I watched Titanic too. You know what's making this whole dying thing worse? Leonardo DiCaprio starred in both Titanic and Romeo and Juliet (1996). So i watched him died...twice? Is that not enough?

Sad part's gone, now about the other movie. Basketball Diaries. It'll be one of the most morally-filled movies, IF, they cut down on the cussings. Not that i don't swear. The movie is about this teenage druggie(Jim Carroll) who lived life robbing and stealing on the streets to buy drugs. After he got suspended from school and kicked out by his mother, he went on drifting on the streets with his gang of so-called "friends", doing the usual crimes and selling himself for prostitutions. Things got worse and he was finally beaten up by a guy and thrown out into the freezing streets. Reggie (his basketball buddy) then helped him with his drug problems. Jim went out again and was arrested for "robbing" a house, when he was only trying to borrow money from his mother. He was sentenced to 6 months in jail. At the end of the movie, he had of course, changed. From a street thug, to an artist. This is a true story based on the autobiography written by Jim Carroll himself. Damn nice of a movie, except for the prostituting part. It's disturbing to see an old man doing god knows what...

RIP Jim Carroll (Poet, Musician, Performer)
(1st August 1949 - 11th September 2009)

Next movie to watch: Total Eclipse. Some story about a couple of homosexual poets.

Boring Update. Don't read

2009-09-23T10:45:00.000-07:00

i said i wanted to blog about something two nights ago but...oh well. Lost inspiration to write. A couple more weeks till PMR. it's like counting down to your doomsday. I am so very excited about it. Not.

I have done approximately 7 sets of homework and i'm very proud of myself. I have never thought that I can actually push myself into lifting up a pencil and start circling the answers.

I made a vow never again to touch Farmville and Mafia Wars a month ago, and now I'm gonna break it. I can't resist it. I can't leave my crops unattended. I don't have the heart to leave my cows and my chickens and my bunny alone in their pens. What a weird character I am.

Oh and just a small update. Marilyn Manson is diagnosed with H1N1. what can i say.

And i just found out that Ryan higa is 19 years old, Sean is 17 and Fred, is 16. Isn't that a very interesting discovery? Hell yes it is!

The Number 1466

2009-09-19T04:14:00.000-07:00

OK just came back from Hilton Hotel. It was quite boring. If Claire wasn't there, I could have ran away using a cab. Everyone there was eating and talking. Can you imagine yourself sitting a High Tea, eating your whole body weight in, and talk, and eat, and talk, for FOUR HOURS. Well I didn't exactly stay there for four hours cuz thank God, Claire's mum agreed to let me tumpang her car and her house for a while. Oh gosh the entire "High Tea" thing was a total waste of time and money. Oh right, before I left the hotel, madam Shirley was like:" Amber...go to the drill camp and learn all the commands..." I was like. WTH. I DIDN'T SIGN UP FOR THE CAMP. oh oh and also :"Clarissa, you and Amber will help to recruit members for 2010. Try to get the old girls to stay." double WTH. ME AND CLAIRE PLANNED TO QUIT GIRLS' BRIGADE NEXT YEAR. How am I suppose to tell mdm Shirley that I'm gonna disappoint her for the gazillionth times without actually having her trying to strangle me to death? oh geez. why didn't i quit the club when I was in form one. Now I regretted staying. *sigh*

Raya Holidays. 20 SETS OF PAPERS TO DO. 8 SUBJECTS TO REVISE. I hope I won't end up being diagnosed with some mental disorders. Like I'm not already. Let's say one set of paper contain 50 questions, 50 x 20 =1000, plus maths workbook one set has 40 questions, 8 sets to do, 40x 8= 320, 3 essays for BM and 3 for English. 1000 + 320 + 6= 1326. That's basically the schoolwork I have to do within 10 days. Minus Friday and that's nine days. Plus Maths own workbook, let's say 4 sets. one set 60 questions. 60 x 4= 240. 1326+240= 1466. 1466 of questions to be done in a week. *faint*

I hope you get the pictures. There's a meaning behind them

P.S Selamat Hari Raya

Everywhere

2009-09-11T03:34:00.000-07:00

Another week just passed. Happy week? Busy week? I don't know. Days pass in a blink of half an eye. 26 days till PMR. oh dear, 26 DAYS. 26 DAYS. I bet I will end up sitting in the corner of my room on the 6th of October, with blood-shot eyes and drool all over the place. Haiz. That's a student's life. Can't complain. Cuz I'm not the only one.

Well what else to say? I have no idea. I can't seem to talk about anything right now cuz I don't feel like there's something to post about. Sorry again if I'm wasting your time but hey, log off your computer and start revising now!

Time for a random picture? Hmm...Maybe.

Random enough?

Wait Till I Find You

2009-09-05T06:50:00.000-07:00

I don't know why I'm still updating this blog. It's an inch away from going six feet underground. Nobody really reads it except for one or two people.

33 days till PMR. the countdown is scaring me and I'm sure it isn't helping us to relax(we shouldn't be relaxing), instead it's making us nervous, which results the inability of studying in peace. welcome to form 3.

Yesterday was my church 25th anniversary bible seminar. Went there and came back home at ten. Damn tired. Wait till tomorrow. Kenneth is going to skin me alive for not remembering the lyrics to our choir song.

Geez, now i do feel like writing my first post again. Having almost nothing to talk about except for a day in the life of Amber Lee. I'm sorry if this is boring your intestine out, if anyone is even reading this...well, try to revive my cbox. the poor thing is dying in the animal shelter.

31st August

2009-08-30T20:13:00.000-07:00

I can't believe i have never watched Titanic before...it was such a good movie, not just good, but GOOD. i was almost in tears near the end of the movie but i laughed to myself in certain scenes because they just reminded me of ryan higa's spoof video of titanic. Ah if only The Jemm was here with me, we could be the world's largest contribution for pollution for using too many tissues. Nah i'm joking. She'll be the only one. XD

A couple of days ago I also watched Twilight and boy it was not what I was expecting it to be. I thought it's gonna be some cheesy movie (hey no offence to fans, but it looks like it) but it was quite good. Sorry Kerri, i like that movie. but Edward isn't as hot as they have described. lol

school tomorrow. yikes.

Update Request

2009-08-28T09:46:00.000-07:00

A blog update request from Apple...and a special random picture request too.
After days of continuous lack of updates, Apple has finally decided to push me into updating my blog. Well, I always thought that my blog is pretty dead, my cbox is completely lifeless and it's six feet underground since who-knows-when. I don't really bother to update unless there's some really important stuff to post about e.g annoying Domino's operator.

Speaking of Domino's, which reminds me of pizzas, a Pizza Hut branch has been built in the Hartamas area, that means i can now change my appetite of regular domino's to CHEESY PIZZA HUT'S PIZZAS. Now that's what I'm talking about.

Other than that, there's not much to update about. I quit playing Farmville and Mafia Wars on Facebook (yeah i played those, and they are deadly addictive). I'm proud to say that I haven't touched my farm for a couple of days and I wonder if all my money is robbed by other mafias. My farm is probably all dried up and dead, and smells like rotten eggs (I keep chickens and other animals there!) and I know for sure I've lost all my money on Mafia. Oh well, school's gonna start, gotta stop playing useless games. "Shouldn't waste my time on things that makes time goes faster".

Random picture time!Charcoals...random enough?

Weird Computer Warning

2009-08-21T06:17:00.000-07:00

After all these...months(?) I have been looking up funny computer warnings and errors on photobucket and I thought to myself, there is no way I would stumble across those funny shits myself but what the heck, i just did. No I didn't create it out of some computer programs online or anything like that. I'm totally honest about it, I didn't create it. Ask me where I got it? Well lemme give you a straight answer: WMS WEBSITE. Rephrase: WMS KLANG WEBSITE. I never knew they had a webbie. Their Science lab is just like ours. Lol. It's so weird, seeing a double of what we have in WMS Sentul.

What's with the yellow triangle with a "!" in it??

When The Waves Hit the Clouds

2009-08-21T02:55:00.000-07:00

This week has been very boring. Let's see...I went to school on Monday and came back home in pieces. Nope, i wasn't beaten up. I was sick. I got quarantined for two days and I spent my entire day reading and sleeping like there's no tomorrow. My mother forbade me to step out of the room without a mask on and she warned me to never share a toilet with the rest of my family. Wow. This H1N1 thing is seriously making my mother paranoid. Until I was tested H1N1 negative, she won't let me out of the room. Seriously. That was what happened. She even shifted a mini-fridge into my room for my convenience.

Now that school's over for a while, I can finally sit back and relax for a few days before charging up and greasing my gears.

Let's talk about today. I went to school as usual, thinking that I'm doomed for the day because I didn't do my Sejarah. I thought that I was bound to have one of the biggest nightmare in the history recorded because I somehow forgot to pack my GB shirt before going to school. I only remembered it when I was out of my house. I was worrying about getting bloody ears for the whole day but God saved me.

After the Merdeka Celebration in the morning, the school announced that we'd be watching a movie after recess. That saved me from being roasted like Kenny Roger's Chicken for Sejarah. Yay. And then, we had House Party during lunch. Turn out, the party lasted for like...forever? So there wasn't any Clubs and Society. House party saved my butt again. Phew. As a conclusion, we didn't have any lessons today. Well, look at all the books I brought to school today? They should have informed us about the cancellation of classes today due to the never-seem-to-end-Merdeka-Celebration and the movie and the House party. Dang. I brought those heavy loads of pure metal in my bag for nothing.

As a proof that the mini-fridge does exist in my room.

Tissue Rollzzz

2009-08-14T20:44:00.000-07:00

Cute little girl onstage with Billie Joe
Click here

I woke up this morning, and thought to myself.."What am I going to do after waking up?"
After thinking about it for a while, I decided to go back to sleep. And boy did i sleep...for another 3 hours. I could have done something like cleaning up my room or something but nooo. I just HAD to sleep.

Last night, I stumbled across a youtube account. This person claimed that he's a Christian Priest, and that Jesus came into his dream and told him:
"Christianity is the only Religion
Niggers are less Equal
Jews are Jews
Women are items"

I was like what the hell?? Not only that, he also said that he was once arrested for molesting a child in the confession room or something. What a sicko. And in his "About" section, he likes to...play with children...Now i'm scared of Youtube. Youtube should suspend this pervert and I really think that the FBI should really get on their asses and lock this person up. Look what he's trying to do?? I think he's recruiting some pedophiles and making an army out of it. This is just. Eww. What a piece of shit he is. Racist. And women aren't items.

Time for a random picture!!

Tissue Rolls!

And All The Clouds In The Sky...

2009-08-14T03:39:00.001-07:00

Oh so Domino decided to temporary cut off the ordering line when I was about to call them. Great timing. Excellent timing. And they were late for 15 minutes. I didn't get my voucher.
Trial exam is over, and as usual, maths was horrible. Now, I can finally relax again, and get back to work after holidays. Yeah, that is what I'm gonna do.
Grandpa isn't doing good, he refuses to go for dialysis, and he's complaining that his back aches.Doctor said he might not make it till CNY next year. The suspected growth of a tumor in his lung has reached 3 cm, and the doctor also discovered lots of white dots in both his lungs after the CT scan, which is most probably a sign that the possible tumor is spreading slowly. He can't go through chemo, he's too weak for that. Now, all we can do is pray that God have grace upon him.

New Look

2009-08-07T05:12:00.000-07:00

Gadgets will be restored soon. How do you like my new template? I feel like...white-ish and red-ish today. That explains it all.

The Domino Rant

2009-08-04T03:03:00.000-07:00

I don't know why I'm blogging today, I really feel like this is definitely the wrong time to blog! You know like trying to eat your dinner at 4? Yeah, it feels like that. One of the possible answers is that I think I'm starting to appreciate the existence of Internet. So Streamyx decided to play a child's play on Saturday and left me in the lurch--I can't order Domino's, and everybody in my family knows that I hate ordering pizzas by calling them the old fashion way. You know why? Because the operators, ALL OF THEM, do not possess tongues.

GoodeveningthisisDomino'spizzahowmayIhelpyoumam?

Try to understand that in 2 seconds. Seriously, if I'm kind enough, I would gladly donate my tongue to them. It took me 3 seconds to interpret what the person on the other side of the phone was telling me. That's why I hate ordering pizzas the old fashion way with a full passion. Just when I was about to order from Domino's online, the Internet stopped working. Big deal. And I couldn't print stuff for Art. Many thanks to Jemma, or else I will be toasted like a chicken in my mother's oven with oil trickling down onto the tray.

Another reason why I hate ordering by calling is because not only the staffs don't possess tongues, they actually lost half of their ears as well. Since when I told them my name is Emberly? Good gracious. That would make my name Emberly Lee. Oh I still remember the first time I called them.

Guy:"Can I have your address please?"
Me:"*Stated my address."
Guy:"So it's D23A-6?"
Me:"No, B. B for Brazil."
Guy:"So it's B block, 23rd floor and...?"
Me:"No, it's block B, 24th floor and unit 6."
Guy:"Er, but you said B23?"
Me:"Yes, but it's on the 24th floor because the Chinese doesn't like the number 4 so the condo changed it to 23A."
Guy:"Ok, block B, 24th floor and 6?"
Me:"Yes, unit 6."
Guy:"Ok, so it's block B, 24th floor and unit 6. So we press 24th floor in the lift?"
Me:"Yes."
Guy:"Ok thanks, you may proceed to your orders mam."

That call was made in 2008, last year. I can still remember it because this is probably the stupidest call ever. Let me rephrase about what I said earlier: That staff do not possess a tongue, half of his ears, and half of his brain.

My Happy Sunshine

2009-07-25T10:24:00.001-07:00

Oh wait, I just remembered that I didn't do a blog post on ray's birthday and mcr day. Yeah call me crazy, i don't give a damn.

Happy 32nd Belated B'day to Ray Toro, you're an inspiration to me. - 15th July 1977
And also Happy International MCR Day to the guys, you have changed my life in a lot of aspects. - 23rd July 2002

Bury Them

2009-07-25T10:08:00.000-07:00

I haven't been blogging for a while cuz I was too lazy and my computer was screwed. I have installed a new antivirus and did a disk-cleanup, hoping that my ol' pc won't get jammed every now and then. Things are getting boring now since we are forced to devise a study timetable as a preparation for PMR. Yeah, a study timtable. Nowonder teenagers suffer from overgrowth of zits.

Nothing to update, except that I THINK I successfully escaped this drill camp i'm suppose to attend for the girls' brigade. I was so desperate to wriggle myself out of that hellhole that I actually thought of having a surgery for my sweaty palms so that shirley will excuse me from that camp. But somehow she was in a good mood on friday morning so I grabbed that chance and...lied. So now I'm excused from the camp due to an annual family trip.

Now, random picture time!
I'm tired of trying to figure out what title to use for blog posts, so from now on, my post titles are gonna be whatever that pop into my head.

The Count Censored

2009-07-14T04:17:00.000-07:00

I was reading some stuff online and I stumbled across this video...

They Come From the SLUG Family

2009-07-14T03:10:00.000-07:00

Today went fairly well, concert practice went as usual except that today was a full-dress rehearsal. Nothing to blog about, really. I don't even know why I am wasting my time doing this piece of useless shit. Oh yeah, I remembered. Because Mibba isn't working again. Let's see, this is the...10th time(?) I have blogged about the Mibba issue. Forget about that. Geez
The only thing I'm really looking forward is the end of time. Correction, the pause of time (WHAT the heck am I saying?)
Random picture time!

Sea PIG!

You Gotta Grow Up Fast

2009-07-11T02:31:00.001-07:00

I don't think I will ever blog about serious things anymore, cuz my life is currently eventless (? is there such word?). Other than concert practice and shit like that, my days are just some routines that I adopt. Nothing big is happening, my life is like a train ride, as an oppose to roller-coaster ride.

So I was pondering over the things Kerri told me, about how she has decided to go to Art next year. As I went deeper into my thoughts, I realized that I'm seriously nervous about after-WMS. What will happen? Like everyone around me? What is life about then if everyone is doing what they are suppose to do? Isn't this what we are bound to face later on in our lives? Everything will a routine if we do what we think it's right for us. I'm not saying that we should all commit numerous sins to make our day more eventful, nor am I saying that being normal is "too normal". Get what I mean?

Our future is bright. Who the heck said that? It'll never be bright for everyone. Unfortunate souls are bound to appear one day. Now, our parents would want us to go into some professions. Tell me, how many doctors we can have in one country?

OK I lost my inspiration to go on when my maid came into my room to clean it up and i had to go out instead. Damn it.

A Small Update

2009-07-10T03:18:00.000-07:00

Today was fine. Concert practice started at 8:30 in the morning and ended at 3. That's practically the whole day. Everything was perfect except that I am still having bad cough and there's something wrong with my history project.
We have learnt a "new" song for grand finale. The "song" has like a little bit from each song for the concert. It's really awesome. I can't wait for next week, minus the lessons.
While I was in the lift just now, my mother of 47 years of age started poking her fingers into a dude with curly hair. The poor kid was clueless about my mother's action behind him. God bless him.

*Click to enlarge the picture*

Look at the Treasure He had Found -.-

2009-07-09T03:37:00.000-07:00

Oh right. I DID want to post something afterall. Lol.
This afternoon, me and Jemma were talking and talking on the bench, and then...Wee Tek walked over and wanted to shake hands with Jemma. In his hands was a golden packet. So Jemma thought it was Strepsiles. Turn out, it was a condom -.- he found it on the floor and someone suggested to open it up and blow a balloon out of it.that person happened to be me.
WHO WOULD BRING A CONDOM TO SCHOOL???
Anyways, we buried the condom under the bench. We swear we'll take it out when we are about to leave school after two years. The expiry date is due in 6 years.
We are so lifeless. Heck yeah we are

Your Propaganda Bullshit Makes Me Sick

2009-07-09T02:41:00.000-07:00

I didn't wanna blog, but I couldnt take it. I just have to.
Now as you all know, starting from the year 2012, our Maths and Science will be taught in Bahasa Malaysia. What kind of crap bullshit is this?? Although I wouldn't be in school anymore to be pulled down into a hellish life of Maths and Science in our national language, but I want to say what I think about the vast changes they are making our brothers and sisters do when they step into secondary school.
First of all, this is the dumbest idea. No offence to those who agree on the change, but do you possibly think that the smartest professor communicates with his students in Bahasa Malaysia? It's gonna be freaking hard for the Malaysian students to study in English next time when they get into Universities. Tell me, which doctor in America communicates in BM in some conference? Which lecturer lectures in BM in Oxford? This is just plain bullshit. It's not that I am not patriotic, but I am fully aware that Malaysia is not an advance country and we still depend on technologies from other countries. We all know that unlike Japan, we are unable to produce our own technologies. Hell, please open your eyes and face the truth!
Secondly, our Malaysian English is sucky enough to get teased by the Westerners. Going back into BM-based education means going back into being the lowest breed of human mankind. Is that what we want?? It's embarrassing enough for us Malaysian to speak crappy English and we are trying so hard to improve our English, yet some people over there are trying to waste our effort. English is an INTERNATIONAL LANGUAGE for goodness' sake! Yes, I understand why History and Geography are taught in BM, that's truly very patriotic of us but Science and technology don't just stop here you know. Science is one of those things that can make dramatic changes in our lives with just one discovery. Name me one of those great people who had made contribution in Science and technology.Edison.Newton.Marie-Curie.Alexander Graham.Davy. Balard. Von Welsbach. Brandt. de Ulloa. John Dalton. Henry Cavendish. Robert Brown. Do we have one? Hardly.
Thirdly, does this mean wasting paper? They have to change the textbooks, workbooks and a hell lot of other teaching materials. Is this somekind of a joke? What are they trying to tell us? We can still provide trees for everyone? Yeah right.
Fourthly, what the hell? Are they trying to play games with us? One moment they say to teach Science and Maths in English, and the next moment they change it back to BM. They have to be more rational.Kids' minds are not made of computer chips. We can't switch from one language to another that easily.
Seriously, can people be possibly that dumb? This is not an exageration, but I think our brains are getting smaller and smaller each day. This is what happened when we let some other people to shape our sensitive brains.

We Need A Doctor

2009-07-03T04:12:00.000-07:00

Today was weird. I was tired and lack of energy in the morning and I really felt like a zombie and I did a 360 turn in the afternoon. I was hyper and talkative during concert rehearsal, and I lost my voice. Couldn't sing, lip-sync half the time.
Now, I'm sleepy and I think i'm getting sick again. My blog is turning into a place where I complain about my crappy day.
Post a random picture? Sure.
It has something to do with a friend. XD

Double Post!

2009-06-29T01:35:00.001-07:00

I completely wasted my day staring at the laptop since morning. I have been doing some reading on Mibba as usual and I took my meds on time (Hell yes I'm a good girl. Now buy me a present), and Twitter like an addict and read again, Twitter again and that will go on for the rest of the day.
Now, it's 4: 30 and I am beginning to dread for tomorrow. The main reason is that I know I will have a lot of homework to catch up with and that I have to see horse-face,squash-face and the list goes on. Did I mention that the demon (Yes, Kerri did call her that!) has my compre book and now I can't do it? I will have a lot of homework to do tomorrow. Unless my mum decides that I am not in a good shape to attend classes tomorrow. Oh wait, then I will have MORE homework to do. I'm totally against the idea.
Why do we have tonnes of homework and yet we don't ace in exams? It's not fair how westerners have only a few assignments and yet they can graduate with flying colours. We work so hard... =(
Let me cry in peace *sniff**sniff*

Trapped in a Jar

2009-06-28T20:10:00.000-07:00

I woke up this morning and panicked. When I thought that I'd be doomed for waking up so late, I realized that I don't have to go to school. I'm still having runny nose and my phlegm isn't getting any better despite of the many kinds of medicines I'm taking. My right ear is still having trouble trying to release the air pressure within and my teeth are hurting like mad since last week when i had them tighten.
According to my mum, my grandfather in the hospital is in a good spirit today(Thank God) and his platelet went up to 20. He misses Abby.

A Total Wreck

2009-06-27T23:43:00.001-07:00

Add this to my list: slight fever.
Went to the doctor this morning and she gave me a hell lot of colourful pills. AND THE COUGH MEDS MADE ME DROWSY. geez.

That's a nasal spray over there.

*UPDATE*
If i ever contracted Influenza A, i will be doing everyone a favour by getting the entire school quarantined. According to my mother, I'm looking paler and paler now.

Just Like the Leaves Change in Colours

2009-06-27T00:40:00.000-07:00

I have been sick for...one and a half weeks and I have taken a lot of pills but they ain't working. I might as well stop taking them. Flu, cough, phlegm[(?)is that how you spell it?] and ear pressure on my right ear which never seem to heal. I take flu, cough, phlegm and ear pressure pills EVERY MORNING and EVERY NIGHT. Please, don't be shocked if I ever died of drugs overdose.
Do you know there's The little mermaid 3? I didn't. That movie is nice, but not as good as the first movie. I'm not gonna start writing an ass-long review about the movie cuz it'll be so weird. I'm almost 15 and can't be seen writing about little mermaid.
Tata people. Another blog post will be up soon if I stumble across an interesting topic that I think it's worth writing about.
p.s Message in A Bottle(the movie) is boring. Complete thrash compared to A Walk To Remember. I always imagine Garret as a fine young man but in the movie, he does look way too old for Theresa. Ohoh and I watched The Swan Princess on Youtube too. Still trying to find Anastasia online. Those films bring back childhood memories =)

saturday...saturday?

2009-06-20T08:22:00.000-07:00

This morning after I woke up, I had my breakfast and received a call from Aunt Alicia, asking me if I could bring Cousin Alex from America to the mall today, and I said yes. My mum was in the hospital with my grandfather and Uncle Jonathan is in Penang, so nobody could send us there. Now that's a situation.
So Aunt Elaine stayed in my house with Cousin Aaron and Chris and my brothers while me and Alex shopped. After changing into a pair of jeans, I realized that I had to call for a taxi to get both of us there. 2 problems I faced: there's no signal in my house so I can't call without getting disconnected every 2 minutes (WHY TODAY MAXIS CHOOSES TO BE SHITTY?) and I don't know how to call for a taxi (I have never tried calling the taxi in my entire life).
I called for the taxi, and the lady on the phone sounded like she just woke up from her eleventh year of sleep and I was the trespasser who stepped on her tail or something. Sucky service, she didn't even greet me when I called (unlike Domino's, they have excellent service) and she didn't even say anything before she hung up. To summarize everything: She sounds like an ah sou in the noodle stall, getting frustrated when a fly flies around her head.
It was pretty awkward for both of us in the cab. Why? We haven't really talked to each other for...8 years? He started asking me about schools in Malaysia and told me how American schools work. Since I had ear pressure in my left ear and Cousin Alex talked in his american accent, I had a HARD time trying to understand what he said. To add salt to the wound, the taxi driver was talking on his phone...I could even hear the lady on the other side of the phone. He's so unlucky to have a crow for a girlfriend.
We reached One U alright, and let me tell you, we walked the ENTIRE MALL. We walked from the old wing to the new wing to and fro, up and down the levels again and again. I thought the whole trip was going to be so awkward, but thank god we managed to talk. He talked about random stuff really, about what people do in America and his ex-girlfriend and blah blah blah. We walked into every store that we found interesting, and he spotted the word "Butik" on the corner of some shops and asked me what it means. Well, it means "Boutique" right? He doesn't know what it means O.O Don't americans use that word? Oh and apparently, American fast-food joints don't have washing sinks at the back of the restaurants.
After lunch, we walked into a store and he found what he wanted to buy: fingerless-gloves, except that they were nylon YELLOW. He was so desperate for fingerless-gloves that we walked the entire building AGAIN just to find those stuff. We even walked into shops which sell winter clothes. And we found NOTHING. When we decided to go back home, I received a text message from my mum :"If ur still in 1 U,can u help randy 2 buy 1 pair of Bata shoes size 3? thx". I received that when we were about to step out of the building to the taxi stand. -.-
BATA SHOP IS IN THE NEW WING AND WE WERE IN THE OLD WING.
We had to walk again.
By the end of the day, I ended up buying nothing from the mall.
That's today. Wanna know about yesterday?
Well, it SUCKS
Why?
COCO FUSION
TOTAL EMBARRASSMENT
PUPPET SHOWS
TOTAL FAILURE
BRACELETS
DIDN'T MAKE MUCH PROFIT
SANDART
IT WASN'T STICKY that we had to order from Ka Wei's dad, a few hours before Coco Fusion. Shirley didn't have to know. Oh and speaking of Shirley, she scolded me again.
Why?
Because I couldn't finish drawing the poster. Well actually, I was planning to finish them at 12 in the afternoon cuz then I'd be free. I had to visit my grandfather the previous night who's in the hospital fighting for his life. But NOOO. Shirley just had to be tempted to scold her head off because she's having PMS. And after that she kept apologizing me about things and started pinching my face and stroking my head. I was disgusted by that. Who was the one who said "SHUT UP" when i told her i didn't have enough time to complete the poster? I think it was my head making sounds *sarcasm* You know? I'm not putting up with her anymore. This is the last straw.Nobody suggested to do a puppet show for Coco Fusion. We are no kindergarten kids anymore woman, if you want to see a puppet show so desperately, go youtube and watch the Potter Puppet Pals or something.
Forget about that stupid night. Maybe now I'm regretting about buying the Coco night shirt.
p.s Rumours travel fast in America. So is it true that Green Day split up? Hmm...I think not or else 21st Century Breakdown wouldn't be on the racks. Or Chris Brown got HIV from Rihanna? That is by far the most unexpected rumour I have heard.

FMYLIFE.COM

2009-06-10T08:32:00.000-07:00

F My Life.com -- very interesting site. Just what I need right now.

Army of Darkness

2009-06-08T10:38:00.000-07:00

After practising piano, I flipped through the local channels and boom, P.Ramlee's classic flick was on TV2! I think I'm going weird. Since when I watch musicals? It's a good movie, funny and a hell lot of mumble jumbles of Malay words I don't know, but that's not the whole point of posting a blog post here.
*EDIT*
I just have to blog about this, there's one scene from Masam-masam Manis was shot in Sadium Merdeka. That historical place has held a lot of important events, such as the delcaration of independance 52 years ago and My Chem first show in Malaysia 2 years ago XD

Right after I watched P.Ramlee's movie, I turned to chanel 413(Star Movies? I think) cuz it was showing ARMY OF DARKNESS. >.>
I have not watched the previous two movies but I just wanted to try watching this sequel. Yeaah, I sat in the living room with all lights switched off to freak myself out in the middle of the night. XD
Army of Darkness, also known as Evil DeadIII, is a comedy/horror flick released in 1993. Directed by Sam Raimi (Yes, the same director for the latest horror movie "Drag Me to Hell") and written by him and his brother Ivan, starring Bruce Campbell, Embeth Davidtz and Marcus Gilbert.
This movie is basically about how Ash who's from a modern world somehow got into Medieval England and got arrested by some dude who suspected him to be their enemy's agent, and had to seek for the Necronomicon book to travel back into his world. After a deal with Lord Arthur's wisemen, Ash agreed to look for the book in order to get back into his world.
During his journey to find the book, he encountered lots of weird creatures, including a tiny little creature who ended up getting swallowed by Ash and a double of him was formed. Ash later killed and sawed (he had a chainsaw with him) the dead body into several parts before burying them near the windmill. After he retrieved the book without saying the correct spells the wiseman instucted him to do, his double rose and united all the dead around the graves to fight for the book. They all gathered around the fort where the Necronomicon book was hidden and finally broke into the fort and had a war with Lord Arthur's and Duke Henry's people.
The styles of the characters are so much like the witch-like woman I saw from the advertisement from Drag Me to Hell. Yeah Jemma, like the witch from Snow White too.
Overall, this is a good movie, but not extremely good. Something that I noticed from the fighting scenes: There's no blood?? No blood at all when the old witch got shot for like...10 times with a gun? or when Ash's double was shot in the face? No blood. This is just so wrong.

I Can't Breathe With The Radio On

2009-06-07T10:14:00.001-07:00

I have finally came into conclusion that there is NO certain lyrics for the song Leviathan by Leathermouth.
Just a while ago I stumbled across a forum discussing about the lyrics. I myself have tried to figure out what the lyrics are but of course, I failed miserably at it. I thought I heard the chorus "I can't breathe with the radio on". O.O does that make any sense?? There's this dude who heard "I can't breed with the radio on". Some of us believe that it's "I can't breathe but I'm ready to run". That makes a better sense than the previous two. We can't be sure with the rest of the song because the lyric's not posted in Leathermouth's Website or could be found in the lyrics booklet.
We Leathermouth fans are quite certain of this one line from the lyrics...:"Who's the killer" cuz that's the only thing we can hear from the entire song...other than "I can't breathe/breed with the radio on" or "I can't breathe but I'm ready to run".
That's one of my favourite tracks from XO, 'I Am Going To Kill The President Of The United States of America' being my favourite track of the record.
I'm having so much trouble trying to add links here. Stupid blogger ate my entire blog post after I added web links. I had to retype this post for like 4 times. And it's 2 in the morning. Damn this blogger thing. I'm thinking of setting my blog into a private blog, cuz i can no longer stand no swear words in here. XD

A Trip? To the zoo...

2009-06-05T02:55:00.001-07:00

I was woken up at 8 in the morning by my mum. Dammit.
Geez how dreadful is it to wake up in the morning and think about the things you're gonna smell later -- shit stink and piss.
There we were, in the zoo. Another annual zoo trip with my brother's teacher and her daughter. I had a bad feeling about the trip.
Once we stepped foot into the miserable place, we could already smell the infamous animals' droppings stench and it was really killing me.
Five reasons why i hate the zoo:
1) They stink like shit and the place is a mess
2) You wanna have a tramp ride? You pay.
3) A lot of animals are not well-fed at all. They are only skins and bones!
4) The poor animals are kept in cages with one or two of its species. They are gonna die of boredom. Lions are originally from the wild and now you put them into the zoo. Try imagining you living in a closet for the next fifty years.
5) The aquarium is the only place where you can watch the animals in peace.

We walked around for some time and sat down at a rest stop to eat some snacks. Guess what? A huge rubbish bin could be seen right next to us. We ate our snacks "happily" cuz not only we could smell the "natural fragrance" of animals droppings, we could also enjoy sitting next to a huge bin. What a blessing.

Stand Up For Asians!

2009-06-01T07:26:00.000-07:00

I was on youtube a while ago and i came across this video: link
And i scrolled down the page and saw this comment...

Kaydenkoldy:
"wtf another asian retard. You are not worthy to speak the western languages - it's for the superior westerners only. Sigh...the moment the asians developed the brains to learn the complexity of western languages, they marr it with their retard-sounding asian language. Please stop mating and within the next 70 years this world will be cleansed of asian filth"

Kayden's profile: link
Let us all reason with this little dipshit why he's now the world's biggest fucktard. Stand up for the Asians, don't let this douche bag take us down. We are human, just like him, the only difference is that he doesn't deserve a heart. He's a disgrace to human mankind.
*UPDATED* click to enlarge image

*UPDATE*
This little dickhead actually has the balls to reply me after all! :
" And I care what you asian internet fagz think about me? lol ur such a joke haha"
*UPDATE*
ANOTHER REPLY!
"HAHA another asian try-hard gangster. Is it in the blood of asians to fail at everything they do?"
*UPDATE*
HE REPLIED! ONCE AGAIN!
"...thats your comeback? I guess I cant expect much from the lowest breed of mankind ever."
*UPDATE*
AND YET ANOTHER REPLY!
"lol no what's the point of winning or losing over the internet =,=? I expected little from asians but what you gave me is beyond pathetic. Or maybe asians really are much lower than I thought?"
*UPDATE*
"lol...what a change of angle. Like I said, I really dont care about 'winning' over the internet, so leave that 'I surrender' bit of yours out. It makes you look weak - I dont wanna despise asians anymore than I currently do. I dont even care whether you hate westerners or not, somehow the asian community loves whites even though we grant them little rights here. Maybe you'll like to see some asians attempt the local accent here, or whinge pathetically that asians are having a hard time finding jobs because of lack of priority. So tell me, is it in the blood of asians to fail at everything they do?"
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It's funny how he thinks he's flawless. Pathetic little pile of shit, he'll never learn. He's willing to waste his time talking to some filthy scum like me. How dumb is that. I will stop replying him when school starts. I have plenty of time to waste right now.
Credits for juices in my replies goes to Jemma.

My Very Hectic Week

2009-05-28T04:13:00.000-07:00

OK, this week has been a hectic week. Everything was so messy and I didn't get enough sleep, I'm having waaayy too much pimples, stupid exams...EXAMS
Day One of Exams
BM was OK, I got really annoyed when the MBS started renovating their building, the guys in MBS shouting like hell, seriously, I wanted to carry my table and toss the thing into their faces. Freaking annoying. I couldn't concentrate and I finished novel in 6 minutes because i was running out of time.
Sejarah was OK too, easier than I have expected. Well, at least this time I managed to finish everything.
Day Two of Exam
English was crappy. I had a writer's block. Reason number one: The MBS freaks making so much noise. Reason number two, I was in a mood to write.
Day Three of Exam
MATHS WAS HELL.
Day Four of Exam
Science was easy. Art was shit. After school was paradise. Going online was better. Finding out about an addition to the Way family really made my...evening. Congratulation Gee and Lyn-Z! And don't forget about Mikey. He's now Uncle Mikey.
I'm not done with my post yet, Now i need to eat.

Say Hello To The World...BANDIT

2009-05-28T02:36:00.000-07:00

SEE THAT??? "Congrats to my friends Gerard and Linsey who are first time parents of 2:57 PST. Welcome Bandit Lee Way...! You are such a blessing!" - LeVar Burton

Buzznet News..

"Today, Gerard way and his Beautiful Wife Lindsey became first -time parents at 2:57 p.m.

Bandit Lee Way was Born.

I got this information form Mikey's Twitter that read :"mikeywayRT @levarburton Congrats to my friends Gerard and Lindsey who are first time parents as of 2:57pm PST. Welcome Bandit Lee Way...!"

So there you have it, people.

And Yes, the name sounds like a boy, but it is INFACT a Girl.And I think that makes the name even MORE badass than I already thought it was.

Send your love to gerard and friends on twitter!

This baby is going to take over the world, one Pacifier at a time.

May this be the beginning of something f*cking Beautiful.

With Love,

Camille."

Buzznet

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See??That's the first thing I discovered right after I log onto my computer, clicked Twitterdeck's icon and BOOM.
Congrats to the Ways!
Clarissa was right...why "Bandit" though? Isn't it like...calling your son Robber? LOL
*UPDATE*
Apparently, on this websiteaussiethings.com, Bandit is a guy's name. So we fans here are left confused as ever since a friend of the Ways mentioned that the lil' one is a "she". So yeah...mroe updates to come...i hope

Message In A Bottle

2009-05-16T09:35:00.000-07:00

Tell me I haven't turned into a love story reader (I found myself giggling at the most fluffy scenes in books). I have finished yet another book just now. Yup, it's Nicholas Sparks' "Message In A Bottle", who also wrote "A Walk To Remember". Both books have been made into amazing movies. I have never dreamt of sneaking to the back of my dining table to retrieve(more like "steal" or to make it sounds nicer, "borrow") my mother's book. I remember asking her if i could read it when she first got the book from my aunt, and then claiming that she didn't have time for it. She refused to let me read it because it's "porn".
So I MAY have gotten a tiny wee curious since then, but I have never touched the book(Not until yesterday), assuming that it contains serious dirty-things that no-child could lay a finger on. Well, let's just say that I have been reading stuff for these past few months, a book with sex scenes will not hurt, and it turned out to be quite good in the sense that it isn't what I thought afterall. In the entire book there's only a couple of sex scenes, plus they are not so detailed so I do not consider them as "porn", tons of fluffy moments i bet the heaps of teenage novels have.
This story talks about how Theresa who never believed in love, and Garret who never knew he could love again, found each other via messages in bottles.
Theresa found a bottle containing a letter signed by Garret to a certain Catherine, and the content was beautifully written. It seemed that Catherine had either passed away or myseriously disappeared and Garret was writing about how sorely he missed her. Very personal, straight-from-the-heart, genuine and touching, the letter brought tears to Theresa after she read it.Theresa's friend who worked with her suggested to publish the letter for her column in Boston Times, which Theresa strongly protested in order to protect the writer's privacy. Then they settled with changing the writer's and recipient's names and published the letter. Theresa received tons of reviews from readers, telling her how touched they were after reading the letter. Theresa thought how it would be if she has a lover like this Garret guy, it seemed so impossible for a single mum like her, but she changed her mind about it after she found two other similar letters signed by Garret to Catherine. She decided to find this mysterious writer and...
Another book added to my list of favourite books. After finished reading it, I was almost in tears.

The Pursuit Of Happiness

2009-05-15T02:52:00.000-07:00

Now, I have officially finished reading this book, and it's now added to my list of favourite books. I'm not that kinda person who would read love stories and talk about it non-stop as if Edward Cullen is mentioned in the story 50 times, but I assure you, this story WILL not bore you, again that depends on your taste and choices in books. I was once(still am, probably) a Sci-Fiction geek, had a strong taste towards thriller and mystery fictions, and certainly still indulge in fan-fictions but not so into slashes. This might be a turning point in my life for books, have I slowly rejecting the hottest books on the racks, I do not know.
Anyways, the book that I have read is set way back in the 40s, somewhen near Thanksgiving in 1945, just right after the war ended. Sara Smythe's brother, Eric had gotten a party on Thanksgiving Eve in Manhattan to celebrate after-war; gatecrasher Jack Malone walked into the party, and probably changed Sara's life forever. Had he not walk into the building, Sara would never have that one-night fling with him and suffer from grief for the next 4 years, for that Malone dude left the day after the party for his duty as a Navy for the next 9 months away from New York.
Sara received no letters from Jack, not a single one. That left her heart-broken for so long and her life progressively gotten worse, especially when she was married to a George Grey whom she never loved. To make things worse, George's mum seemed to be controlling Sara's every move, from what she's doing in the morning to which doctor to see when she's sick.
I don't want to spill everything here, that would spoil the fun if you do consider reading the book. I would strongly recommend you this book instead of the now pink and attractive-looking teen's romance stories, but it's up to you to choose which book to read and which not to.
Basically, The Pursuit of Happiness talks about choices in life. Now I may sound like Mrs Mathews but I don't give a damn. There are many choices in our lives and we have to think about the consequences we might face if we choose either of the choices we face, whether it's good or not.
9/10 stars for The Pursuit Of Happiness!

Never Think Twice, Got Nowhere To Go

2009-05-12T03:40:00.000-07:00

I just have to post this. Cuz things are seriously getting on my nerve.

Characters in my Story:
Maddie(Prefect)
Betty(Junior Prefect)
Julie(My Friend)
Alicia(My Very Close Friend)
Jemma(My Best Friend)
Amber(Me)
*Names are changed to prevent offence to certain characters. Jemma and Amber are real names though.*
-Today after assembly, at about seven thirty in the morning. I was walking off the assembly ground after enjoying(sarcastic much) morning exercise. And then during screening, I was caught by Maddie, a prefect. Ok so my first thought :Shit, my hair, but I didn't do anything about it at first, because I had doubts. I always let down my fringe so it covers my forehead. I have never been caught by a prefect, so there might be another reason why I was caught. After standing behind the prefects for a few minutes, Maddie and her junior, Betty turned to face me.-
Amber: Why am I caught?
Maddie: Your fringe is all over your forehead.
*Maddie turned towards Betty*
Maddie: See? You should catch people with fringe like that.
*Betty nodded, while Maddie faced me*
Maddie: Can you use your hairband and push your hair back so it won't be falling all over your forehead?
Amber: Yeah, whatever.
-Ok, so I felt guilty for breaking the school rules by having my fringe falling all over my forehead. Yes, I admit. I did something wrong. So I fixed my hair.-
Maddie: Ok you can go now. Make sure that your hair stays like that for the rest of the day.
Amber: Ok.
-During recess-
Amber: Jemma, is my hair messy?
Jemma: No. It's neat.
Amber: I don't want to be caught again.
Jemma: No lah. They won't catch you. Your hair is so neat already.
Amber: If they catch me, I shall officially hate them,NO, I will kill them.
Alicia: It's called 'assassination'.
Amber: I will pay you...one grand for assassinating them.
Alicia: Two bucks will do.
Amber: Don't get your hopes high, it's very unlikely that I will be caught again.
-During screening, I was pulled out by Betty. FOR NO GOOD REASON-
Amber: What now?
Betty: Your hair.
Amber: But it's not falling all over my face!
Betty: It's still messy on top. You need to pay a fine of one buck.
*I thought, FOR REAL???*
-She handed me a pair of pins, and asked me to pin my ALREADY-PINNED HAIR. Does that make any sense? I signed in her prefect, actually, probationary prefect book and then she let go of me.-
-Back in class, I was telling Julie about Betty catching me for no good reason. And that I had to pay a fine.-
Julie: What? That was your money the other prefect was holding?
Amber: Yeah...Why?
Julie: Cuz Betty didn't know whose money was that and she noted down that it was Jane's.
Amber: What??! Why?
Julie: I dunno. I think Jane was suppose to be fined because of her messy fringe, but she didn't pay.
Amber: So I am being the Jesus Christ here? Paying for her because she didn't pin her hair. My hair is so damn neat already and yet I am caught for nothing?. Geez, I wonder why.

-End of Story-

That really made my day. I didn't say that I hate all prefects. I just hate those, illogical ones. You don't know how angry I was, but I couldn't do anything because that...I will hold my tongue and stop myself from cursing here, but no guarantee when you're talking about twitter, yes back to what I was saying, I couldn't do anything because that probationary prefect went blind and thought that my hair was messy. There were tons of other people with hair worst than grass, and she caught me, plus I had to pay one buck for somebody else. One buck might be a small amount of money, but considering the economy crisis is one of the hottest-topic if your dad is a stock broker (not that mine is, but finance is tight right now for a lot of us)and i wouldn't want to lose an RM 1 to a blind prefect and for someone that I barely know. This morning, I woke up having no hate towards the innocent little probationary prefects, but now, I do. That blind one.
I know the font colour is blinding you as well, but that's the whole point.

Mary Shelly's Frankenstein

2009-05-09T06:32:00.000-07:00

Mary Shelly's Frankenstein is a 1994 gothic classic horror film, gave me chills when I watched it alone last night. Directed by Kenneth Branagh, starring Robert de Niro, Tom Hulce, and Helena Bonham Carter(Yes, Bellatrix Lestrange in Harry Potter).
Although they didn't completely stick to the plot, but it's still an awesome movie. Yes, the idea of an ugly-bride is terrifying. Adding in extra scenes like the Creature ripping out Elizabeth's heart and Frankenstein chopping off Elizabeth's head and attached it to nanny Justine's body made the movie more interesting. After bringing Elizabeth back to life, Frankenstein and the Creature fought over her, then Elizabeth died by self-immolation (HAHA A NEW WORD THAT I LEARNT). You should really see the part when Elizabeth was brought back to life and she didn't know how to talk, she did something like when a kid doesn't get what he wants e.g a toy(Yeah imagine that). I thought it was funny at first but changed my mind after she killed herself.
This is a kick-ass movie, but morbid. Next movie to watch: The Strange Case of Dr.Jekyll and Mr.Hyde. That would probably help in my Literature.
I want to watch Wolf and Dracula after that. I will find a way to get hold of'em.

KGT and KGT =(

2009-05-07T03:58:00.001-07:00

I have to hand in my KGT tomorrow and i haven't really done anything. This is my yearly complain...WHY IS THERE SUCH THING AS FREAKING KGT??!SO DAMN ANNOYING
Blah so i'm in choir, and Jemm wasn't here today cuz she was really sick (diarrhea,felt like vomiting),so i ended up sitting with Ash and Amanda in the hall.
Sang there, sweat like shit cuz it was super hot, sang again and we were dismissed.
My days are pretty boring now. I have KGT, sejarah project and lots of other things to do. AND IM STILL HERE BLOGGING.
I have brought Kerri to the twitter world. Welcome to Twitter, Kerri. It's addictive, trust me.

A tattoo I drew, not so original cuz i bet there's tons tattoos which are similar to this. But oh well *shrug* I am really lifeless. It says "I Tried" on the ribbon.

Half of Cemetery Drive on Piano and A Letter from Hell

2009-05-01T04:54:00.000-07:00

PAUSE MY BLOG PLAYLIST FIRST

p.s to Kerri : Khayalan Masa is done

A Letter From Hell

Fight For A Reason

2009-04-29T20:28:00.000-07:00

My friend Nav and some of her close friends are gonna organize this gig to help to raise funds for SPCA. To those who are not familiar with SPCA, it stands for "Society For the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals", an animal welfare organization based in Ampang Jaya, Selangor, Malaysia.
To read more about the gig go to Fight For A Reason .
I am against animal cruelty, are you? That's why we should all forget about science experiments dissecting cows' eyes and frogs.
p.s that's a good idea, Nav

Out of the Randomness...

2009-04-28T04:02:00.000-07:00

Nobody has been blogging much lately. I dunno what happened to my blogging skills. Disappeared due to intense studying *pffft yeah right*
Nothing to report too, other than I am suffering from serious coughing. It's a wonder I discovered that I can actually survive without touching the laptop for 3 days. What did I do? HOMEWORK. and piano(for self-enjoyment).
I have decided that once I reached chapter 30 for my Mibba story, I am going to post them up one by one every few days, and earn my popularity there XD I need someone to do the banner for the front page.
Yeah, I am on cuz I need to do my freaking KGT and look up for some stupid summary for English. I swear one day I will die in front of the computer, still searching for summaries and not learn from any of my lesson from Kamala. To be frank (pun intended, Jemma), I have never read a book since the day I received my ELRP book. Geez. Why are you not surprised. That's me, how typical.
If this post is boring you, you might wanna click "x" right now, because (considering this as a warning) you might die of boredom, reading all this...crap. I am talking crap here and lots of random stuff. I know swine flu is probably today's hottest topic (except for Susan Boyle), but here's a random new stuff I wanna tell you: I think I am infected with the BSOR, stands for "Bob's Syndrome of Randomness". Look at the name, it's random isn't it? Bob. Bobby Pendragon. Geez and lol.
Oh Manhattan reminds me of something. The book that I'm reading now. Not my damn ELRP book, it's my OWN book. It's call "The Pursuit of Happiness"(Not the movie!). I don't seem to be a romantic person but this book sure is nice and interesting to read.
Looks boring? Trust me, my blog post is worse.

New Day Rising

2009-04-25T08:03:00.000-07:00

*Click on the scan photos to read the articles*

Credit: Friends in INO
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You can't avoid stalkers when you are living in L.A now can you? Two months more Lyn-Z!

"Venice". Now that's romantic. Photo taken by Chris Anthony

And lastly, "Safe And Sound" by Kyosuke Himuro, featuring Gerard Way for Final Fantasy VII Advent Children

Isn't That Much Fun?

2009-04-23T04:27:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is going to be a great day oh-how-i-wish-that-is-true. Btw, i was so sick yesterday I had to go to the sickbay during English. Before that was Bible knowledge and that teacher showed us a movie about David and right at the time when a cow was to be killed as a sacrifice, I wanted to puke. I felt the food in my throat and I clutched my throat and turned to Kerri. That was so damn cruel ya know. After that, me and Jia xin went down to the sickbay and we slept through English and Science. I was Rudolph yesterday. You can never imagine how red my nose was.
Sports is finally over, and we are back to our normal timetable, no more abbrievieted timetable. Who knows how time flies? Concert practice is going to start soon. Jemma is gonna try out for singing, Claire is going for audition tomorrow. Guess what she is going to try out for? *Psst psst NENEK KEBAYAN!!* HAHAHAHAHA! That is like, so funny. But Claire, I guarantee that you can get that part, because you are the only one trying out for that role in the entire school so you have no competition XD Hey people, guess what is funnier??Selviah wants to try out for Puteri Gunung Ledang! i mean, the teachers give the higest priority to the upper sec, no doubt. *Cuz they are like that one lah* but oh well =/ wonder who will be the main characters this year. I can't wait for concert practice. That is like, ten times better than Sports Practice cuz i don't have to stand in front of a bunch of taufus and command the shit out of my lungs.
Ok, enough about Concert. Now let's talk about my throat. What is wrong with my throat? 5 ULCERS. Great Amber, now you can't take hot coffee, or COLD.

Let's Announce This!

2009-04-18T03:01:00.000-07:00

BLUE HOUSE WON! WOOHOO! you guys rock, seriously.

Water-cooler Romance

2009-04-17T04:30:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow. Sports Day. Girls' Brigade marching in Selayang Stadium. And I'm leading the whole bunch of'em. If they don't march properly, they are so gonna pay for that during meeting.
Some of you might have read Kerri's blog about me being violent, but please don't believe a word she said. I do admit that I accidentally whacked her on the nose while telling her about Frank and his 9 dogs but as i have said, it was an ACCIDENT! It wasn't intended to be like that, I never told my hand to go round and whack Kerri on her nose didn't I? See? I told Kerri i was sorry!
Buahaha! Today was weird. We were suppose to have History test, Bible knowledge National Quiz for Bible knowledge students(Me!) and Carom competition organized by Photography club, but none of the above happened! Ok, History test. My teacher said the office claimed to be very "busy" so they couldn't photostat the papers. Bible Knowledge Quiz was postponed to next Tuesday for no good reason, and Carrom was postponed to next Friday cuz the gymrama students had to practice their little dance for Sports day tomorrow. Today is like, whoa.
Oh and there's this thing...my BM teacher assigned us to prepare a presentation for Komsas, i.e to create a mind-map, a synopsis, questions and shit like that. and guess who i am working with...JPJ! GEEZ why him??
Other than that, today was fine. Back to GB, their marching has improved, especially while giving salute. At least they are more synchronized now. Now people, don't burst my happy buble.
The Weather Report: Today was HOT

Meh

2009-04-14T03:02:00.001-07:00

A few more days...and i am FREE!
Wanna hear something funny? Well, this morning, i was telling Kriss about Frank and his 9 dogs, when my thoughtless hand came flying around, hitting Kriss on the nose. So i whacked her nose, big deal. Must have hurt a lot, I am sorry Kriss.
Now, about sports day.
Geez I am so going to embarrass myself in front of...the whole stadium. Nobody is synchronized, and everybody is marching reluctantly, no semangat, no nothing! Haiz...commander's life. What to do other than complain complain and complain? Forget about it Amber, next year I am so out of this hellish club.
As i am typing this, Mibba fails me again. Stupid messed up webbie, Dujo should do something to fix it. It's happening too often for my liking.
Now, twittering.
I have officially turned into a twitter-whore. It's fun. Let's see...My 6th month being a Twitter-user.
And I heard Worm the Bodyguard is going to be in Singapore next Wednesday. I have no idea why.

Mikey Way Drawing

2009-04-12T02:46:00.000-07:00

*Click on the drawing to get a larger view*
What do you guys think? Aiks, the signature can't be seen. It's on the lower right hand corner. The scanner isn't big enough to scan it. Ah geez. He has an awful eye.

Home!

2009-04-11T20:37:00.000-07:00

I'm home! earlier than i have expected. Not really in a blogging mood. I can now remove the ridiculous outfit i had to wear to church this morning.

BlogBlogBlog

2009-04-11T04:35:00.000-07:00

From now on, I will PREVENT eating any sorts of meat i.e pork,beef,lamb,chicken ect. ect. The reason behind this is this. I PREVENT eating them, not completely announcing that I will become a vegetarian, that's because I can't, I am skinny enough to be snapped into two with just one blow on the head. So I take more tofus, dairy products, beans(Especially this kind of Japanese beans which look like they are mixed with raw egg white, my dad calls it "E.T's food) and Excel's Protein powder thingy and don't forget, Mega Teen Multivitamin, to keep myself alive XD
I can't guarantee no cod fish and eels or crabs, they are tempting.
Let me tell you how I felt after watching that video: I felt my dinner traveling back up my contracting throat, and it happened 5 hours after my dinner.
I told my mum that I wanna avoid eating meat, she looked as if I have decided that my sexual orientation marks "Lesbian". Good thing she supports me, but telling me that I need to take meat occasionally to maintain my 49 kg XD
Oh before I go, I need to tell Kriss that i am done with my drawing. I will bring it on Tuesday, but i have posted it on Twitter if you wanna see, Kriss. p.s I had about 40++ viewers in the first few seconds after I posted my drawing. Pretty shocking, but it sucks, trust me. Prepare a barf bag with you if you must.
Gotta pack now, tomorrow's Easter Sunday and i need to wake up at 5 in the morning, crazy, you think. Hell yeah. Lol Happy Advance Easter people!

Another Rant

2009-04-08T04:06:00.000-07:00

Yay Kerri is coming on Friday! Woot! There's tonnes of stuff I wanna show her that day!
This week has been shit. I think I am going to lose my voice by Friday. March Past Update: Some people claimed that I was loud enough they can hear me from miles away(exaggerating), but APPARENTLY, my own girls can't hear what the hell i was saying! How can that happen? I threw all my voice into that stupid job and i got back a "I can't hear you"??? If only they focus and be more alert, plus shouting the tempo and be more enthusiastic, with no need of my now daily pep talk, the squad can be the best out of...the three uniform units(Does prefects count?)! Sports Day is getting nearer and nearer and we can't even march properly, everything was not synchronized and I am sure that we embarrassed ourselves when we saluted. Everything was shit, I don't know what else to do. And we are carrying the Girls' Brigade flag around the stadium, everyone can see us from the top of the stadium. The form ones have no idea how humiliating it will be on Sports day...
Sorry these are all rants. I promise no more rants from April 19 onwards.

My agenda on Good Friday and Easter Sunday

2009-04-05T05:49:00.000-07:00

I have blogged too little these past few days. I need to do something to revive my dying blog.
I will not be home next weekends cuz I will be following my friend back after Friday's church service (Good friday). And Sunday's church service will start at 7 and i have to get there by 6 30am! I will be singing for the choir on both Friday and Sunday.
Will try to get formal clothes without spending too much money. Might need to buy new shoes (damn it if i really have to get high heels). And black skirt, hope i can get it from my aunt who is a lawyer. Bet she has tonnes of'em.

Some pictures...

2009-04-04T06:39:00.000-07:00

Kerri's dad's car. It's green!

Picture drawn by Delilah K for Buzznet Competition